grrrrr
demented5yearold: im sorry i wish i could be there to make u laugh
demented5yearold: remember i could alwayz make u laugh even if u were sad as can be
unholydarkness7: its ok
unholydarkness7: yeah
unholydarkness7: you should have seen my away message last night
demented5yearold: what did it say
unholydarkness7: amanda i miss you so bad and now is one of those times when i need you the most. i need to cry on your all-too-familiar shoulder, and now, youre not here. you're a whole damn coast away from me. please. come back.
unholydarkness7: ^^thats what it said
demented5yearold: awww *tear*
demented5yearold: im seriously am
unholydarkness7: crying
unholydarkness7: ??
demented5yearold: yea
demented5yearold: i want to back in cali soo bad right now
unholydarkness7: then move out here god damn it
demented5yearold: i cant lindz i cant
demented5yearold: i would be leaving to many people here
unholydarkness7: well you left more ehre
demented5yearold: my friend nora just came back to school
unholydarkness7: *here
demented5yearold: i know that
unholydarkness7: so?
demented5yearold: and nora needs me
unholydarkness7: ARINA AND I NEED YOU
demented5yearold: i know that
demented5yearold: but i cant lindz u dont understand
demented5yearold: i would break justins heart if i lefyt
demented5yearold: left*
unholydarkness7: .......it broke my heart that you left but then you didnt seem to care
demented5yearold: I DID
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demented5yearold: omg
demented5yearold: omg
demented5yearold: omg
demented5yearold: i did i had my heart broken but i love justin ok
demented5yearold: would andrews heart be broken if u just picked up and left to goto michigan?????? YES
unholydarkness7: i never said it wouldnt
demented5yearold: ok then
demented5yearold: i cant just pick up and leave everything here behind
unholydarkness7: i know
unholydarkness7: but still thats what happened when you left here
demented5yearold: i know that
unholydarkness7: well
unholydarkness7: .....
demented5yearold: it broke my heart to leave and u fucking know that
unholydarkness7: well it broke mine when you left and you know that
unholydarkness7: so
unholydarkness7: there ya go
demented5yearold: ok
unholydarkness7: boyfriends are now, but best friends are forever
demented5yearold: but u also know i just cant live at my dads
unholydarkness7: i know amanda but god damn
demented5yearold: he barely has enough money to make ends met
unholydarkness7: youre always complaining that you hate VA
unholydarkness7: and that you miss cali
unholydarkness7: and me and arina
demented5yearold: i do lindz
unholydarkness7: then WTF
demented5yearold: i cant just leave
demented5yearold: lindz
demented5yearold: i just cant
demented5yearold: ok
unholydarkness7: I KNOW OK I GET IT BUT GOD DAMN AMANDA
demented5yearold: i mean i cant live with my dad i would become a perment babysitter and begin cuttin again
demented5yearold: i actully stopped cuttin and havent cut since kyle and me broke up
unholydarkness7: dude ...
unholydarkness7: nvm ok
demented5yearold: what tell me
demented5yearold: ??
unholydarkness7: just forget it all
demented5yearold: no
demented5yearold: lindz
unholydarkness7: amanda
demented5yearold: i cant move out there
unholydarkness7: I KNOW IVE HEARD IT NUMEROUS TIMES IN THE LAST 5 MINUTES OK
demented5yearold: ok
demented5yearold: then
demented5yearold: understand my point of view
demented5yearold: put urself in my shoes
unholydarkness7: i do
unholydarkness7: i know ok i know
demented5yearold: ok plez understand
unholydarkness7: but god im just tryin to tell you that i miss you and arina misses you
demented5yearold: i miss u guys with all my heart and more
unholydarkness7: and we love and need you so badly
demented5yearold: u know i love u and need u guys here ok
demented5yearold: but i cant leave
unholydarkness7: I
unholydarkness7: GET
unholydarkness7: IT
unholydarkness7: ALREADY
demented5yearold: ok
demented5yearold: im sorry
unholydarkness7: w/e
demented5yearold: im fuckin crying
demented5yearold: im leaving
demented5yearold: bye'
unholydarkness7: fine. leave me now like you did in july
demented5yearold is away at 5:13:25 PM.
demented5yearold returned at 5:13:29 PM.
demented5yearold is away at 5:13:33 PM.
unholydarkness7: it doesnt matter anymore ok. i know u cant move out here im just trying to tell you that i miss you and so does arina.
Auto response from demented5yearold: fuck everything fuck everything i cant handle things right now
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Goddddddd.............Sometimes I just don't know why I even live.