well i'm a loser because i believe in God and don't believe there is much else to life. oh, and i'm a lesbian ( Read more... )

well... mothers are all too right sometimes ( Read more... )

so. . . its memorial day weekend. God bless our troops. I don't like war, its awful ( Read more... )

Well last night i was sick on the bus ride to a softball game and then on the way back. So i stayed home from my game today, wasting time and feeling quite worthless ( Read more... )

tonight at youth group i learned so much and feel so cheated now by society because they have just kept me away from learning and believing and now i would love to believe but its going to be so hard. Faith is harder than it seems, and is something to grow into, not to grasp (gotta love Gandhi ( Read more... )

I finally figured out how to resize pictures! yah for me ( Read more... )

so today we had a softball game 2 or more hours away. It was hot out. so i sat on the bus with my wife and we listened to the perfect disaster, and she sang every word and i sang some of the words. She is so wonderful. Anyway, we lost 5-1, and i played outfield for the first time. i liked it, you got more of a workout running ( Read more... )

so it feels one by one i am losing a lot of my friends all over again. or at least one. why selena, i love you, come back to me ( Read more... )

Waking up this morning and turning fifteen never felt so hollow ( Read more... )

Last night I went to see Yellowcard at Higher Ground in Winooski. It was very amazing. Clare and I (my best friend-she's not like the insufficient fuck head that had sex and crap. Her brother was the victim) Got there ten minutes before doors opened but jumped at the very front of the line because that's where some other kids from MVU had been ( Read more... )