Ok, i decided last night that I need that one spectacular moment of summer, and i need to plan what it is. The last few years i've had cornerstone to look forward to; and to live in after it was over..but this year none of that's coming and those hopes are gone. I need an event that i can be like "Wow - _________ really made my summer the best ( Read more... )

Today is the saddest day of my summer
I've had none quite as sad,
and I already know that no more will get any worse...
sigh.

I need to get into a fight.
I've had some aggression building up for a long freaking while,
I've got some kids i loathe enough that i wouldnt mind emasculation to take place.
I've got enough anger/energy/desire pumping through my veins that i wouldnt care if i won or lost.
I need to get into a fight.

Biggest mistake i ever made in my life was falling asleep early last night - i woke up at 5, and i couldnt go back to sleep...It's freaking 630 now..suckssss

So my Boxer, Biggy, was left outside last night because he was disgusting and dirty -

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Today is a day of all or nothings... In everything i do, today i do it all or nothing.

I went to magic fest this weekend (In south florida) and relized that hardcore is making a GIANT LOOP and the cool thing now'a'days is old school hardcore with stomp parts and an occasional breakdown...I mean i've always listened to it, i just never relized that EVERYBODY was starting to listen to it AGAIN. It kinda rules - everyone does nothing ( Read more... )

ever since i've met you i've been a new girl. you bring out things in me i didn't think another person could. i love you with all of my heart, and though our relationship has been fairweather, me loving you has always been a constant thing for me. it's really amazing we've been together a year. and in that year you've taught me what it really is to ( Read more... )

Friday's show was crazy. Magic fest Was Crazy. My life is nothing but crazy right now.

Home at Last. Camp ruled/sucked/kicked the crap out of me all at once. Show tonight? Maybe. Magic Fest tomorrow and the next day? most definately.