drowning...

[xglitterbabyx]

 I don't even know how i feel anymore.. all I seem to do lately is hyperventilate, get anxiety attacks and cry. I've felt so alone, no one to talk to IRL or Online and it adds up, you know? Writing scares the shit out of me, i'm terrified to open a fucking word doc because my ideas mock me. I've been stuck in this glass room filed with fog and it's

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[casey270]

oh, bb. i can feel the pain & frustration in your words. i wish there were some magic thing i could say that would make everything better for you, but there's not.

i can only offer you a virtual hug, but it's redeemable anytime & not limited to one per customer.

[xglitterbabyx]

*clings* it's okay, bb.. i just need to get them out, you know? i know that there's nothing anyone can do, i just need to keep going somehow...

and...thank you so much <3

[thrace_adams]

I have to copy what casey said. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. You can have a virtual hug from me whenever you want it. *HUGS*

[xglitterbabyx]

like i told casey, i just need to get it out sometimes and there's nothing anyone can do.. i just need to power through somehow...even when it's as crippling as it's been...

*clings* thank you, thought. it's always nice to know people listen.

[lizibabes]

I wish I could say something to make it all better, but all I can do is offer hugs and all the good thoughts in the world. <3

[kayori]

I know we haven't talked at length in a while, but you're always welcome to hit me up (even though I haven't been on AIM as much lately as I'd like, ack...) But I totally understand anxiety and all that wonderful stuff. I think you're brave for going to therapy; I've been in it before and I just can't do it for some reason.