why is it that i cant get myself to study for bio? i think its a conspiracy and its like someone wants me to fail! whatever. this weekend was the best ive had in a long time ( Read more... )

thank u cheree, dani, tashi, and vikki for making my birthday the best! i love u all! im offically 15!

so in almost 2 days its my birthday and all i can say is that is probably gonna turn out to be shit like everything else rite now in my life. Nadia I love u and the birthday card u made me! it made me feel so special and im so greatful u have no idea.

I wish I could fly away from everything...from calabasas, from la from family if i wasnt so scared. its unreal how much no one cares but one person: my grandma. shes always there for me when no one else is. I wish there were more ppl like her in my life. Without her I would not be here.

Looking at the yearbook, I realized that I havent accomplished nething this year that I could have and Im scared of everything.

birthday countdown=6 freakin days til im 15!

I really blew my chance today to show mr. barroll that i can sing and that was really stupid. Even though Im gonna go on finals I think I already blew my chance. Nadia was rite...I totally regret this.

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<3 carly

This week has been so crazy and gone by soo slow! I have had so many things due this week and so many due next week but thank god its almost the weekend and 3 days for that YES!!! wow im so scared for tomorrow in choir. I have been anticipating this all week! Im probably gonna shake and forget the words or crack ahh! Ne wayz my birthday is in 10 ( Read more... )

I want to go back to New York and stay there forever and Never leave. The end.