It seems that lately those closest to me seem to be the ones that are breaking my heart. I don't think they realize this however, and in no way do I blame them. Perhaps I'm actually the one hurting myself. This is possibly very true also. My feelings lately have left me without anyone to turn to. If I open my mouth, I'm sure there will be an up ( Read more... )

I always feel like I have things to say, when I actually don't. Maybe I do and I just let them slip my mind, or maybe I make myself forget them. I don't know. I've realized a few things the past few days. I don't say anything to people when I get mad at them. I simply get mad and fume. I try not to talk to them, but when I do it seems I'm not mad ( Read more... )

I'm alive.
I friggin bit my lip like 9128398239823 times in the past two days.
I can't eat anymore because of it.
Yeah, that's about all.
Today was cool.
The end.

I've come to realize I don't exist.
Come tomorrow, I'll be gone.
[Don't worry, you'll be just fine without me.]

I decided I don't love him. Not that I ever though I did. I thought it could become that though. I'm thinking in new terms now, I opened my mind.NowI see that I don't think I ever really liked him like that. I liked the thought of having someone who cared about me in that way. Ever since I met him things where shaking. I see now that it was ( Read more... )

My emotions have basically been all over the place lately, I think that has been apperent to most. I apologize for some of the things I said in my last entry. However, I will not and can not take them back. The things I said I do believe, however they were rather exaggerated. I thank all of those of you who worry about me. I'm sorry for the fact ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy now. I've flipped through my phonebok a few times now. I've cried a bit. I've decided I hate my life and I don't deserve to live. This is because theres so many people out there dying everyday who love their life, and me, well, I fucking hate mine. I hate my life. I want to talk to someone I don't know. I want to learn about there ( Read more... )

Every ones been rather negative lately. I can't tell if it's actually from stress [or other various reasons] or if it's just our negative attitudes bouncing off one another. Perhaps it's a bit of both ( Read more... )

Do you remember when we first met ( Read more... )

I'm probably the most negative, sarcastic person ever ( Read more... )