well i got my arm finished. after a year and two months im finally done. now i have nothing to look foward to. but, it looks amazing! i couldnt be happier with it. the placement is perfect, the shoulder cap curves around perfectly. i love it ( Read more... )

geh... im stressin ( Read more... )

despite my lack of sleep things are going pretty good today. i might have landed another job painting a mural. but the location is a secret until its a done deal. however, things are finally fitting into place as far as jobs/school goes. i actualy love college. i thought it would be no big deal but it is. i get reminded all the time of why im here ( Read more... )

where to begin? yesturday was just weird. does anyone elses mom make them feel like trash for the way they look? i swear, ive been battling the self destructive demons in my head for years and i never get a break. if its not my weight its my tattoos. mostly the tattoos though. rediculous. i dont care what anyone thinks but her, i dont know why, but ( Read more... )

well i think things are shaping up nicely.. the past few weeks ive done alot of thinking and made some decisions and blah blah blah.. im trying to feel good about myself again. today i have a meeting with a lady to discuss painting a murral.. and all i can think about is that "whats your anti drug" mural in that gym in st. auggie. im also meeting ( Read more... )

things are going good i suppose. alot of things are wearing my emotions thin. schools actualy going good. a guy from winser newton came yesturday which was awesome. this is lame.
k

ya know what i was about to complain, but there are a lot of people going through alot worse things then i am.
i did relapse my cold, however. which rules.
happy valentines day.
k

i had the worst nightmare. we were at joeys and the sky started turning orange cuz there was a fire.. so we had to evacuate.. then i was at inksmith which was relocated to the st. augie mall.. and i was showing pete my new tattoo cuz he was going to tattoo a rose on my knee and when i pulled up my pants leg i had two small horrible tattoos under ( Read more... )

welp ( Read more... )

yesturday joey and i went down to st. aug to clean the apartment so my parents can sell all my memories.. ha.. i had the weirdest nightmare about going to a show, and it being over, and milodan was hitting me with a fly swatter and my shin tattoo came off completely and turned black and my skin started almost rotting.... i was freaking out and ( Read more... )