Darkness has swallowed me whole.......

[xgreenxeyezx]

Today was very very very miserable

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[anonymous]

hey you, you're starting to scare me again. whatever this is, i'm sure it'll get better in due time. don't do anything stupid like hurt yourself. there are other solutions. if you need someone to talk to, you know i'm here. i'll be around.

-nick

[xgreenxeyezx]

Am I really scaring people again? Who else would I be scaring? Cuz it seems no one else sees so I guess you're the only one. Thanks for being there, I guess. There aren't a lot of people who would or do care about me. I wouldn't have the strength to hurt myself, and even if I did try, I wouldn't succeed. Except my 'eating disorder' as kelly j calls it. If I tried to talk to you, I might not know what to say or even how to explain it. I might just being scaring you, but now also myself.

-nicole

agree

[anonymous]

i definately agree with nick. I know u can't tell me what the problem is, but definately don't do anything like hurt urself. i'm guessing u don't think people care about u, but that is a stupid thing to say...........of course people do. Your friends don't want anything bad to happen to u. c u l8r

-Anthony

[xgreenxeyezx]

Thanks anthony--
A lil while ago I thought you really hated me and just didn't want to talk to me ever again or see me again. So I just gave you space. I do feel like people don't care. It might be a stupid thing to say but that's how I feel. I feel like I'm losing control over myself and I don't know what to do about anything anymore! If something bad did ever happen to me....would people say "good bye bitch" or cry so hard for me for just one day like I do every day?
-nicole
P.S.-Thanks anthony for saying something to me.