why do such strange thoughts go through my head? thoughts that are strangers to me, yet they reside inside of me. thoughts (maybe in reality they should be called feelings) that i don't receive well and that i wish did not exist. or do i? i foster them dont i? i allow them to linger and i feed them. is it possible to hate the same feelings ( Read more... )

just go here: www.xanga.com/xtimmx. that's my update for today

i posted this in my xanga the other day, but for the amusement of whoever may actually read this journal and to display my complete nerdiness, im going to post it here as well (it's an original composition by the way ( Read more... )

The weekend has arrived, or at least it will in a very short while. Thirty minutes to be exact. This week seems to have dragged on and on, but at least it is now over. I can't really complain about the week though because i have been quite blessed with success, energy and good times. The weekend is deffinitely welcomed with open arms.

how long will i hurt those i love because i am too haughty in my own eyes, to full of myself to learn to change and to listen to advice and words of love. I need to learn to listen and not get deffensive at every little thing. ok so staehle needs the computer. im done with this early. xgrevioussignx.

some days i cant just seem to shut my mouth. i really need to learn to hold my tounge at times, but i don't. i make myself look like an idiot by running my mouth. i make myself look like a fool. it doesnt always happen, but sometimes i really just make myself a joke. i feel horrible during those times ( Read more... )

We work our entire lives for it, but for what? What good is what we learn going to be in the long run? What can we take with us, what will really matter ( Read more... )

so this will be my first live journal post. i probably wont use this much though because i really dont know that many people who use live journal. anyway, that's all.