I cant sleep, i cant eat, i close my eyes and soo many thoughts race and race ( Read more... )

i miss tacha way too much, im starting to think im going creazy for some reason , yet ive been through this kinda thing a million times with her before an im not sure what to think or whats really gonna happen i just know ive never felt soo sure about something till now. i want things to work eventually in the future and i know they will. ive never ( Read more... )

i fucking miss you

wishing for death

I havent written in this in a long time, alot of things have changed in the past few moths some for the better and some for the worst. finally dillon and I have moved into our apartment it's chill it isnt huge or anything like that but for next year atleast due to the lease it will do. Im not really sure whats happening in my life everything is soo ( Read more... )

I havnt really updated in a while. ill make this one meaning full atleast to me cause i never have. my life is crazy yet unproductive. leaving home has been prob the hardest thing in my whole life its hard to live everyday its hard to find strength to gain strength. i feel like im going nowhere but yet im somwhere, make sense?? i hope, i hope, i ( Read more... )

It's funny how things work out ( Read more... )

last night: Got picked up by dave, ofier, adam, and yardan we smoked out then went to the troubador,Beloved played fucking amazing all time favorite. AFS was good reconized some songs. after the show me and ofier got stared down, its cool. drove around all night with everyone picked up trae we al smoked out good times ( Read more... )

last night: deftones/poison the well. it was soo tyte,it was soo last minute ive heard from so many people that deftones sucked live but honestly they were soo fucking good/amazing. me an yardan made our way through the pit to the front of the stage where atleast 5 people were smoking out and going crazy- real chill people and passed us a "blunt" ( Read more... )

find us in 1 day, 2 days too far, the weather reads us to be frozen in the future.