I got home at 5 last night. in the fucking am. i am dead tired ( Read more... )

The second show i was going to is:
Toy Soldiers Bash.

The lineup is:
Thousand Foot Krutch
Kane Hodder
Manntis
Takeover
SOBLIVIOS

theres more but i cant find them right now =/

gonna be sick.

im leaving for work in 15.

got home not to long ago from chris's house ( Read more... )

( this song sums up how i feel about jax )

soo people want me to update??

umm lets see. i get something good in my life.. then i always want to trash it and start over with something that i know isnt going to work.

cool eh?

( cant repeat )

if i could go back in time and do this all over again i would in a second..

i regret everything iv done wrong.. and now have to deal with what iv done to myself.

i dont see any chance of me living a happy normal life again

this isnt the first time iv lost someone i really love

theres no hope left

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