so i went to new milford with sara

and i made her drive around bank street and shit like 50578437 times just so i can see if chris was walking around

is that pathetic or what...

yeah

so now im studying

so i called chris's house...and talked to his brother travis and tried to find out where he was and he said he hasn't seen him since yesterday.

fhds79fg79reg

i miss my christopher

i wonder if he thinks about me

i wonder if he still likes me.

today was okay. i went to the mall and got new glasses.

i want to go to my dads but my sister wont drive me

i miss all my friends. and hanging out. and i miss chris.

so i went to the therapist today. and that was...interesting. i cried. a lot. and yeah. he basically was like so why do you think youre "not attractive"? and i was like..i dont no. i basically answered the whole weight/appearence thing with i dont no because i really didnt waant to talk about it. then we talked about chris...and eddie. then the ( Read more... )

and im trying not to let this get to me but i cant really help it.
ive been in thee worst mood these paste weeks.
ive been so close to myslf and not really talking as much as i do.

its sad

how one kid can change so many things

i love doing moniques homework :D :D

i miss chris ( Read more... )

how ammazingly cute/pretty is this girl?

( this is a story of a girl )

"you should email 50 cent and ask him for a loan"

"he's one rich negro."

"i must admit....he's quite attractive"

( where its attt )

the light, it stains and consecrates

hf8sd9fsud98fgd7s8

i wish my sister didnt tell my mom...like seriously it pissesss mee off. i want to go out this weekennd. hang with mo...hang with kelly...possibly eddie.

poop-paige nuuuuuke.

anyyways  i dont look foward going home.

what so ever.

it truely truely sucks.I COULD BE GOING TO PAIGES HOUSE...AND ( Read more... )