so that night after the party we didn't talk. we hung out and watched a movie. surprise surprise ( Read more... )

wow. last night was so weird on so many levels ( Read more... )

waking up next to him has to be the best feeling in the entire universe

So it is Christmas Eve. I can't believe it. This year has gone by so fast, and as much as I wanted to be home, I feel like these last few months have gone by way too fast. I think it has to do with me not really connecting school with home (like when I'm home I feel like I never left, and same with school in Eau Claire) and so now that I'm home I ( Read more... )

Turns out I was just being stupid. PMS or something. I know he cares about me and I've just been a sesitive bitch. everything's fine now. I wish I didn't have to worry about shit so much. Just pondering stupid things like that can make me go psycho ( Read more... )

so the last few days I just feel like I've been annoying to everyone. particularly adam. we don't talk everyday anymore really and when he says he'll call he usually won't. he claims nothing's wrong.....maybe he is just busy or i am being stupid. i'm not sure. but it is really depressing to me. i think that may be the cause of my depression the ( Read more... )

yeah ( Read more... )

How many months later? it's definitely been awhile. Yes, August 30th was one of the worst days of my life. Yes, the other 2 times i've had to say goodbye were the second worst days of my life. But yes, he is still in my life. We still talk everyday. we are not dating, but i love him. not much has changed, other than we don't talk until 3AM every ( Read more... )

last night/this morning have been absolutely amazing. i don't regret a thing. well, maybe my random bloody nose this morning, but other than that, everything was perfect. he's the one for me :)

we kind of had a fight the other day. my fault, of course. no, really. not that i lied intentionally. i don't even know why i did it. i had no idea he would feel that way about it. i guess he didn't either. meaning, he cares about me more than he realizes. we ended up talking for 2 and a half hours after it. probably the best conversation we've ( Read more... )