whos birthday is in 12 more days?? thats right mine!

.... i was going to write something..but i realized i have nothing to write..hmm..

oh well just comment and tell me you love me..

so we were sitting in the car..and he gets out, opens my door and says, "run through the sprinklers with me"..i looked at him like he was insane but he pulled me out of the car and we ran towards them. he held my hand nice and tight as the cold water hit our faces. then we stopped in the middle of the feild with his hands on my waist and my arms ( Read more... )

so The Pope has passed, and the world seems empty and unsafe to me today..

SOMEONE FUCKING SHOOT ME NOW!!!

I SWEAR IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSLEF.  i hate this so fucking much. i hate how miserable i am. i hate how i FORCE my self to be happy. i hate how i have no one..thats right no one there for me..anything good i have i give away thinking its the right idea. im a failure.. a poor excuse for a human being. im slefish ( Read more... )

so, last night mikey came over and snuggled with me for alittle bit..then i got ready and he took me out on our best date ever ( Read more... )

so tonight was... eh ( Read more... )

I Love Him...

well, i just had my very first interview!!!! i had one at jamba juice..well so did everyone else and there mother..no joke..some girl came with her mom and she was applying for a job too. crazyness ( Read more... )

miss you..