Just goes to show my continual decline

[xhendrix24]

Tonight was fun.

Kind of sad that it might be the last time.

I'm sorry that everything had to get so fucked up.

I'll still miss it all, though.

Haven't had much motivation to write a lot lately. I think that works for now.

Need to get up tomorrow for lifeguardness.

And a shower.

*shakes more sand off self*

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[treemaiden]

I basically cried all the way to Taylors, then all the way home. And then went completely numb and left my house to go sit out by the ocean where we were all supposed to go to sit on our cars and look out to sea. Chap came along but that didn't really change much. I think my mind's repressing any thoughts about Taylor.

[xhendrix24]

Gah, I knew we forgot something. The car thing would've been cool. We should've done that. :( Oh well.

Yeah, I honestly don't know what to feel right now. It's like the reality of it all hasn't quite hit me yet, since I've spent almost every day of summer so far hanging out with her. It's like I'm expecting to wake up tomorrow with a few texts from her, then we'd go to the beach or watch a movie or something, and rinse and repeat for the rest of the summer. But that isn't going to happen. And I don't think I'm really getting that yet.

I don't know. I guess "numb" is a good word to describe it. :\