do you.. feel it too ?

[xhiddensecr3tz]

random. but. i always think about this and it makes me mad so im just gonna write about it. how am i not suposed to be so causious with my feelings?? everyone says "you gotta let go and just go for what u want. but its not that easy... everytime i wanna let go and actually try to go for a guy i like, sumthing always happens that lets me no its not

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[risexfall]

Aww hunny, im sorry! im not really sure whats going on...but you know if you need me im here. And...i guess i can't completely relate to you righ tnow, but i do remeber a time where that happend to me over and over, i thought all guys we're the same. But i finally found someone u know. I hope everything works out for you. guys are dumb, like seriously they don't even understand girls feelings, or generally consider them, and it is ahrd to find a guy that dosent just want to get some, and wants an actual relationship, but your one of the sweetest girls i know, and im pretty sure you will find someone that will want that with you!, I loveee you sylvia!, you have helped me get thru a lot, and i hope ur okay, an dyou know where or how to get ahold of me if you wanna talk or cry on my shoulder, i dont care! pweeeease cheer up :/ <333
-Megan

[xhiddensecr3tz]

aww megan i love you so much! you always know what to say. i hope your right, cuz im liek waiting so long, and mostly patiently and its just getting harder and harder, cuz the more guys im with, the more doubt i get to believeing theres actually some good ones out there for me. im so happy for u and ur bf tho =] and liek when u were with brandomn how he treated u good n stuff. hehe you lucky, but u deserve it sooo mucchhhh cuz ur one of the sweetest people i know too! and really, everything ur helping me with means so much to me u dont even no, cuz right now, nobody really understands what im going through. and i will be sure to call u if i need sum1 to cry on =] love you sooo friggen much!!!! muah!

did i ever tell u ur my hero? :o)

[starl3ss_xxx]

Hey sweetie i know exactly what ur goin through it takes a while me n allen worked for waht we have now it wasn't handed to us and ur strong i know u are and im always here and we always make eachother so damn happy so theres no need for this and after ur news bout a certain sum1 u found out or actually heard FROM HIM things are startin to look up like i said they would all u needed was a lil shove just a lil one and ur not on edge or anything ur just strolling along so things get better u just gotta keep ur head up and keep that pretty smile of urs on and u will walk through life with the upmost confidence any person could have :o) ilu hunnie and im so damn happy for u and what u told me last nite cause he does seem different :-) and im sry how u have been feelin but JUST KEEP SWIMMMING :op ilu babydoll AliciA

Re: did i ever tell u ur my hero? :o)

[xhiddensecr3tz]

im sooo glad i have friends liek you and megan and everyone else thats giving me ALL this help because it REALLY IS helping! =]
lol but yeah i still have my doubts and fears but thats cuz if i think of only on the bright side and if im wrong my emotions would be SO much harder for me to deal with.
haha i love the way u say things tho "just strolling along" lol i really do love you your sooo cute! =D im just happy that i have the great friends that i do =] cuz even tho i only have a few close ones thats really all i need, and everone else aahh i jsut love them too =] lol but i did make this entry before any of this got found out.. lol. i hope things will start to get better.. well at least part of the things wrong. thanx and love you!!

It's part of life<3

[hugznkisses_x0x]

Hey hunny, You should ALWAYS be careful with your feelings. Yeah I know they say that it is always good to have your heart broken at least once so you can learn and teach yourself from that, but it is always hard to think that just might be true. Plus it is high school so trying to find a real relationship is hard. At least one that might last. Because people say I love yous and think it is real. But its just those feelings that you don't want to let go of. The same for guys, and as for talking to people to find things out...you might just have to ask that person yourself. Because no one in the world can know someone better then themselves. So no matter how much someone may say they know someone there is always someone who knows them even better. It is also when trust comes into play. Which can be the hardest thing when your feelings are running so crazy and cutting into you so deep that you think that you, yourself is going crazy. But don't go rushing to find love because love will come to find you. Sometimes you might think you feel

Re: It's part of life<3

[xhiddensecr3tz]

thank you for commenting =] and yeah i dont really agree with people saying that you *should* get ur heart broken at least once cuz im pretty sure thats the worst feeling in the world and no one should go throu that and yes you learn from it but sad thing is im sure it has happened to everyone at least once, but thats life and we gotta keep on living. about people saying i love you to like whoever their with yesss that pisses me off SOOO much!!! cuz like 90% of the people that say it actually have no clue wut it means and dont mean it; they jsut say it to say it cuz they think its the "right" thing to do but its not it just shows how immature they are. and i really like what u said about "Because no one in the world can know someone better then themselves" cuz it makes me think, u know? cuz ur right =] and i never thought of it that way. actually i dont think i have every trusted a guy.. well for a longgg time anyway. ahh thanx for everything i really loved everything u said and especially the last line, and i think thats *exactly*