So we will stand up for the ones we love and give them hope. Before they fall.
Haven't updated here in a while. I've actually been doing it on this forum, and just haven't felt the need to here.
So I'm just going to copy two of my posts from there and that'll be all.
Well, here's an update.
Holly and I are started talking for a while and we went and saw The Last Kiss. Which is a good movie.
But a bunch of shit went down afterwards. Mostly entailing her not sure of what she wants and bladdy blady blah.
Then she was like, I think we should step back. And I was fine with that.
Then today I went to her house and we talked for a little while.
Then we got in a small argument and I stormed out to my truck. And while I was out there I realized that I was always the one that tried. Like when we got in arguments, and if she stormed away I went after her.
I was out there for 20 minutes. So I grabbed all the stuff that was hers in my truck, including the ring, walked in and put it on her bed. She asked me what it was and I told her. And then I said the ring was hers. I was planning on giving it to you for your hand in marriage, but now I don't want to.
And then I left.
I am done. Seriously. I'm not trying anymore.
Moving on. There has been this girl that been obsessing over me. Her name is Steffanie and I've tried not to flirt with her because I didn't want to hurt her.
I've been attracted to her for sometime. Just never acted on it.
Well, tonight I decided I would let her know that I was. We didn't kiss or anything I just told her.
The weird thing is, her, her best friend Megan, my best friend, and I are moving in together in the next month.
So I have no idea how this is going to work out....
So, it's official. Steff, Megan, Matt, Colin, and I are moving into a house at the end of the month. Colin is new, I've known him the longest, since 5th grade.
It's a nice little place in an old downtown area by where I live. It's 1500 sq. ft., 3 bedrooms, 1 bath, HUGE living room, Kitchen, two car garage, shed, and a nice lawn and front porch.
We've worked it out to where Steff and I share a bed. Megan gets her own room and Colin and Matt share this huge room downstairs.
I kinda pushed towards this, because I was planning for the future. If shit goes down between Steff and I, she can sleep in Megan's room(they sleep in the same bed as it is now in Megan's house.)
We worked it out with the landlord that if we do the general maintenance and paint the interior and exterior of the house, he will pay for all the utilities including cable internet. (Fuck TV, I only watch the regular stations anyways)
Altogether right now we're looking at 4 TVs, 4 beds, an extra Futon for a couch, an Xbox 360, PS2, and Wii(we're all chipping in to get one, the guys atleast), two computers(maybe three).
It comes with a fridge, a washer and dryer and an oven.
Colin and I are chipping in a little more than the rest because we make the most. He makes about $400 a week and I make about $300. In return we get the garage(I don't really care, I'm selling my baby next week for $10,000 so that puts almost $13,000 in my bank, I'll just drive my POS S10 till I get a little four door sedan like an Accord).
I've worked it out so that after rent, phone bill, insurance, gas, and smokes I still have around $800 left.
So I'm good.
BTDub, I am very very attracted to Steff. And the more time I spend with her, the more I seem to like her.
Here's to hoping for the best!
There you go.
So I'm just going to copy two of my posts from there and that'll be all.
Well, here's an update.
Holly and I are started talking for a while and we went and saw The Last Kiss. Which is a good movie.
But a bunch of shit went down afterwards. Mostly entailing her not sure of what she wants and bladdy blady blah.
Then she was like, I think we should step back. And I was fine with that.
Then today I went to her house and we talked for a little while.
Then we got in a small argument and I stormed out to my truck. And while I was out there I realized that I was always the one that tried. Like when we got in arguments, and if she stormed away I went after her.
I was out there for 20 minutes. So I grabbed all the stuff that was hers in my truck, including the ring, walked in and put it on her bed. She asked me what it was and I told her. And then I said the ring was hers. I was planning on giving it to you for your hand in marriage, but now I don't want to.
And then I left.
I am done. Seriously. I'm not trying anymore.
Moving on. There has been this girl that been obsessing over me. Her name is Steffanie and I've tried not to flirt with her because I didn't want to hurt her.
I've been attracted to her for sometime. Just never acted on it.
Well, tonight I decided I would let her know that I was. We didn't kiss or anything I just told her.
The weird thing is, her, her best friend Megan, my best friend, and I are moving in together in the next month.
So I have no idea how this is going to work out....
So, it's official. Steff, Megan, Matt, Colin, and I are moving into a house at the end of the month. Colin is new, I've known him the longest, since 5th grade.
It's a nice little place in an old downtown area by where I live. It's 1500 sq. ft., 3 bedrooms, 1 bath, HUGE living room, Kitchen, two car garage, shed, and a nice lawn and front porch.
We've worked it out to where Steff and I share a bed. Megan gets her own room and Colin and Matt share this huge room downstairs.
I kinda pushed towards this, because I was planning for the future. If shit goes down between Steff and I, she can sleep in Megan's room(they sleep in the same bed as it is now in Megan's house.)
We worked it out with the landlord that if we do the general maintenance and paint the interior and exterior of the house, he will pay for all the utilities including cable internet. (Fuck TV, I only watch the regular stations anyways)
Altogether right now we're looking at 4 TVs, 4 beds, an extra Futon for a couch, an Xbox 360, PS2, and Wii(we're all chipping in to get one, the guys atleast), two computers(maybe three).
It comes with a fridge, a washer and dryer and an oven.
Colin and I are chipping in a little more than the rest because we make the most. He makes about $400 a week and I make about $300. In return we get the garage(I don't really care, I'm selling my baby next week for $10,000 so that puts almost $13,000 in my bank, I'll just drive my POS S10 till I get a little four door sedan like an Accord).
I've worked it out so that after rent, phone bill, insurance, gas, and smokes I still have around $800 left.
So I'm good.
BTDub, I am very very attracted to Steff. And the more time I spend with her, the more I seem to like her.
Here's to hoping for the best!
There you go.