sigh i love the logic of 4 year olds and how they can teach us so much. check title if you have no idea what im talking about ( Read more... )

sigh. i am so over school. at least high school ( Read more... )

i like how the moment school started, things got complicated times about a billion ( Read more... )

omigosh. i freaking hate everything. this will sound incredibly emo and it probably is. but i cant tlak to people because theyre not christian? what the hell kinda common sense is that ( Read more... )

Mexico-


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so this past week is pretty much exactly what i needed. sarah and i led VBS at lois's church and it was perfect mix of people to help me forget about things here. i was so happy all week. then today came and yeah....church wasn't so good. but im going back to rossville wednesday. i dont think i like the fact that i dont like my church anymore. i do ( Read more... )

mexico was amazing. it was way more than i had expected. it made some things pretty bad though.....im so confused and i just dont know how to handle this. im afraid. if i said something so many things could happen...and the only one im scared of is the onei can see happening most clearly.
*SIGH*

totally this weekend has been amazing and we get tomorrow off! hannes is home. yesterday i went to a picnic for the mexico trip then hannes and family came over for dinner and we played cranium. best game ever ( Read more... )

So anyway me and sarah were reading through last years entries and i discovered i was so depressing last year. without realising it i've completly changed all because of simply letting go. i was depressed because i was obsessed with something that could never happen and it's ok that it wont now ( Read more... )

so this is going to sound super dorky but oh well no one reads this ( Read more... )