okay folks. explainin' time. i've been spending alot of time away from home(not good) but its gotten me alot happier. and since i haven't been home and whatnot, i've got pictures for you to enjoy. lots has been going on. im trying to find a new job since mine right now kinda sucks.well, enojy the pictures.

( i always knew it would end like this... )

but i never had the heart to tell you ( Read more... )

hello again. we're watching my aunts puppy for the week, and he is the most precious thing i've ever seen. i have bad bad badbaadbabdabdbad x3943-0924923-04923-09423 cramps. so i left work early because i dont feeeel good at allll. no sleep last night, well, some, but not much. went out to vip. its not much fun, but i danced. i still like the drag ( Read more... )

hello folks! its been quite a while and blame it on my stupid cpu. too much crap on here. REFORMAT TIME! anyways, i got accepted into ITT Tech to study Criminal Justice. im excited, aren't you? alot of things have been going on. too much to type. just got myself into trouble. as usual. ha. finally got my car back. im excited. <3333

so much shit to type. i dont feel myself anymore. i feel new. i feel refreshed. i feel like everything is going to be okay. i finally feel good about myself. i said no, and i feel good about it. so many things have been going on. i still haven't gotten my car back, but knock on wood, i'll get it back tonight. i really want to take a trip out of ( Read more... )

have you ever noticed the little sweethearts that they sell during the time of valentines? the ones with the words on them? well, i have a few words for them ( Read more... )

ok. so i found the perfect song..

( .please help me cause im breaking down. )

ok folks. another journal update =) i went to Oasis last night with cindel and amanda..it was quite fun. not as much fun as when i used to go with *her*, but still got out and danced. Audra and her friends were there so we danced for like 30 mins then sat on the couch and talked for the rest of the night. we left around 1:30 and drove home. i didn' ( Read more... )

i feel angry, hatred, jealousy, depressed. everything. all at once. why the fuck does this world have to suck. i feel as if her feelings for me are going away slowly and she wont tell me in fear of...in fear of what? hurting me? shit, im already broken down as much as i can go for now..losing me? i'm already lost, someone find me? and if they are ( Read more... )

so a bunch of us went to shooters again last night and that fat ass mother fucking bitch was there again and i was so fucking ready to throw that shit down in the parking lot. i hate that bitch. well, we played a couple games of pool and hung out. omg, there was this fucking drunk ass dude that kept hitting on jen and then he finally got drunk ( Read more... )