Oh baby, oh baby...
So lately, Anthony and I have not been having too great a sex life. Ever since I got back from vacation on June 15th, I just haven't been satisfied with the sex. It really was bad because sometimes I wouldn't even get worked up enough to feel anything "down there". Other times, I would and it sucks because I just couldn't let go enough to have an orgasm, and then I'd be left like "Well now I'm aching and you're just fine. Great." This has led me to not wanting to have sex more and more, and basically, we just stopped the last two weeks.
Tonight, he wanted to so bad and I kept resisting and resisting because I was like "Eh, fuck that." But finally I have in because his fingers can be very persuasive... Sorry if thats too much information lol I did warn you! So we went to the bedroom and this time was so... different. He took his time, and he just rubbed me and kissed me and loved me. This is very new, he has never done this. When we started having sex, holy shit. It was one of the most amazing things ever. I got him to hold out for a good half an hour (he goes kinda early, and he gets real embarrassed by it, and I get kinda frustrated, but what can ya do.) before he went. I didn't, which is usually the norm, but I didn't even care. Normally, as I said, I'm not too happy about it, but this time we just got up and took a shower and it was just perfect. We just hugged and were close and... I really don't know how to explain it. It was just something that I needed. I told him "I've missed you." I don't know if he understood what I was saying, but I knew what I meant.
Basically, tonight was amazing. Thats mostly my point :)