el oh el.

i hate this whole goddamned situation.
i know i deserve it, but i can still hate it.
i just want things to be how they were in march...
we havent stuck at this just to give up now
i'm not giving up, no matter what
whether it ends up how i want it or not
you didnt give up on me, so i wont give up on you.
you didnt stop loving me, so i wont stop loving you.
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i don't know what to do anymore.
i hate this so much...

so this week is going down in history as the suckiest week ever.
today was shitty. cried a lot. bleh.
i have a lesson in about 20 minutes.
i have to practice my recital piece.
i dont want to go to my lesson OR the recital.
i just want this day and stress to be gone.
tomorrow's friday.
friday's make me happy :)
tomorrow will be like an old friday.
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for the past few nights ive been so miserable and depressed
id spend each night crying
but last night, i got a new sense of hope,
making today a good day.
i'm happy.

"sorry darling, but givin' up just ain't my style."

whatever.
maybe i am pathetic.
i hate this.
but, it's all my fault.

You're lame & immature.
The End.

Barely slept this weekend.
Had one of the worst conversations of my life.
Can't stop crying, am right now.
Thank you for making me cry, again.

my good moods never last. i have some pictures from nicole's grad party and a picture or two from yesterday's parties.

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So it's Juuuuuuuuune! :)

wow so uhh holy un-updated.

my mood changes daily, so i probably should update this more.

as of today, i'm happy & content. :)

could change by the end of the day, but right now, i'm fine.