just when i thought lofe was going ok... turns out its not ( Read more... )

tonight was kick ass. i saw my favorite people ever, and it was fucking awesome.
i love them.
i think i have something wrong with me.. i sleep like 12 hours, and then i take a 3 hour nap..
im nutz....

(ps double standards make me so fucking mad.)

night. love you friends <3333

elana jill sutker
alyssa keri rosenberg
eric ___ brownstein

= life of summer '07

just saying

florida with 160 teenagers.
complete choas
not seeing your best friend even tho she is sooooo closeeeeeee
close like 3 doors over.. but you both have no energy
and you go to bed early every night.
what the fuck man. so not cool.
i want this to be done please.
thanks camp.

this is probably the most painful thing i have ever had to do...

when you love somebody so much and you feel like youre not loved as much back it hurts, when you think that they can treat you better, but they dont, its sad. i dont know what to do. i love him so much, but i dont want to do anything that is going to make me get hurt in the end.  its ( Read more... )

did you ever feel like someone didnt care? it sucks. like woa ( Read more... )

so being home for the past month has shown me how shady people can be

now i know who not to waste my time on, and who to spend ALL of my time with

needless to say i am seeing my cute lil preggo buddy today and i am fucking excited!!
yay!! <3333

so does anyone know what its like when the person you love is so fucking far away ( Read more... )

seriously wtf

i have become a new level of lonely 
 i sit around the house and do nothing
   its depressing and gross
    i hate it a lot
     i feel like everyone has changed.. and not for the better
      i hate west hills, but i need something to keep me busy
       o and btw, i can not wait to move out

so i dont think ive even been this uuuber bored in like my whole life.
i seriously do nothing. and i seriously have no friends.
i am not OK with that....