hello

I know it's been a few days since I have written. But anyways, me and chase are back together. It's my fault about that the other day. My life hasn't been going well though. I have been getting sick, well to some extent, and me and chase haven't been seeing one on one, as in we've been arguing a lot lately. But anyways, I have to go... talk to you ( Read more... )

I know I haven't really wroten anything in a while. My life sucks. I punched a hole in my wall. Opps! But anyways... I don't know. I've been yelling and screaming all day. It's not fair. I don't think anything is fair. I had to break up with Chase. And... I don't know. I just thought life was useless, but now everythings allright, for now. But I ( Read more... )

( *here's me* )

I'm sick of people... Sick of life how it is... Why does it have to be this way. It's so hard to be me. So hard to go on everyday when there's no use. It feels as if no one cares about how I feel or anything. Losing a friend everyday is hard enough. I can't cut myself, I can't scratch myself, I promised to many people that I wouldn't. I have tried ( Read more... )

I'm sick of things being this way. Sick of people not caring. What's the point of it. It's not fair. I've tried so many things. And all people do is treat me like sh**. Why? That's all I ask. I have scatches on my arms from my sister where I started to bleed. I have an emptiness in my heart because it feels like no one cares. Why should any one ( Read more... )

Hey people. Well, today's prom night.... man! Well, hopefully I look okay. Chase says I will. Hopefully, just hopefully.

I found out what my Fcat Writes score. I had a FIVE! The highest score is a six. Yea!

Well, I went skate boarding. Wow does my butt hurt. OUCH! I did a four inch ollie (that may not sound like a lot, but it does to me) and I landed on it half way. Like a split second after the board slides from ten feet away from me and I am laying on the ground for about a minute. It hurt. But I got up and started skate boarding again. WOW ( Read more... )

I feel like so many things have been changing
My deepest thoughts and emotions, ecasping
All that's near
Is only a fear
That brings up the most horrible memories

I ask someone to look into my eyes
They do, but turn away
What's wrong with me?
I want to know...
I want to know why no one sees someone in me

That's all that's left
A fear....

As the day moves on ( Read more... )