woah where did i go
lalala i'm not dead~
um so I'M NOT DEAD. WOOOOO. rofl just took a little unannounced break from fandom. it was nice, not gonna lie, but now i miss my boys and i need my fix of koreans, yesplz.
so, things that have happened. well, i haven't written fic in about a million years. idk, it felt like it was too much for other people, not enough for me. i'm sure i'll get back into my swing, but for now, i'm taking a little break, kay? (:
I FUCKING LOVE DEATH NOTE. i bought the movie last weekend and i just watched it today and LDKJSJGD L. I LOVED THE MANGA AND LOVED L IN THE MANGA BUT IN THE MOVIE HE'S SO. JUST. SLKJSFJLGJLDJGF. i need the sequel like RIGHT NOW omg idek what to do. DDD: he's so cute. i want an L. someone should write me some weird yoosu that's like L x raito or something. ahem. anyways.
i also really love super junior. i'm figuring this out again. sorry sorry is like crack. but worse. and techno.
i still love kingdom hearts and still haven't beaten kingdom hearts 2. but i mixed up some sea salt ice cream earlier and i'm going to freeze it tomorrow. 8D the akuroku fangirl in me will be screaming with joy, i can assure you. and i'm seriously starting to look forward to acen more and more! it's gonna be so much epic funnnn lfkjdlkjdgkljlgjhg.
speaking of acen, holygod i won't have another free weekend until AFTER I GRADUATE. WHAT IS THIS. this weekend is dragonball + fast and furious, next weekend i'm in atlanta, next weekend is state quals + prom, then acen, then finals, then graduation. WUT IS GOIN AWN.
but whatevs. sazzy is coming after i graduate and i am SO. FREAKING. PUMPED. 8DDDDDDDDD
on a more serious note, lately i've been kinda depressed, actually. idk. the whole oshit i'm graduating in less than a month thing is starting to seep in, and, even though i'll be living at home the first year (ew) it's fucking TERRIFYING. idek. sometimes i find myself just like, hyperventaliating and about to cry or something. then, in psych, we've started talking about divorce and death and dying. today we seriously all just told stories about people we've lost and cried. we also talked about a kid at our school who committed suicide, and it was incredibly emotional. i didn't say a word during class, and ended up crying and regretting it when i got home. basically, a lot of things have risen to the surface that i've been trying to get away from, and i'm not sure if it's healthy or not.
umm on a more random/happyish? note, one of my friends has noticed that i'm down and has taken to making me laugh as much as possible every day in english. it's working. i keep bursting into random laughter just from remembering the things that he tells me.
um i feel like i had more to say ...
oh! i find out if i've been accepted for the scholarship to korea on friday. wish me luck??
that's all. time to end this epically long thing that nobody will probably read :'D but i'm around! yay! ♥
um so I'M NOT DEAD. WOOOOO. rofl just took a little unannounced break from fandom. it was nice, not gonna lie, but now i miss my boys and i need my fix of koreans, yesplz.
so, things that have happened. well, i haven't written fic in about a million years. idk, it felt like it was too much for other people, not enough for me. i'm sure i'll get back into my swing, but for now, i'm taking a little break, kay? (:
I FUCKING LOVE DEATH NOTE. i bought the movie last weekend and i just watched it today and LDKJSJGD L. I LOVED THE MANGA AND LOVED L IN THE MANGA BUT IN THE MOVIE HE'S SO. JUST. SLKJSFJLGJLDJGF. i need the sequel like RIGHT NOW omg idek what to do. DDD: he's so cute. i want an L. someone should write me some weird yoosu that's like L x raito or something. ahem. anyways.
i also really love super junior. i'm figuring this out again. sorry sorry is like crack. but worse. and techno.
i still love kingdom hearts and still haven't beaten kingdom hearts 2. but i mixed up some sea salt ice cream earlier and i'm going to freeze it tomorrow. 8D the akuroku fangirl in me will be screaming with joy, i can assure you. and i'm seriously starting to look forward to acen more and more! it's gonna be so much epic funnnn lfkjdlkjdgkljlgjhg.
speaking of acen, holygod i won't have another free weekend until AFTER I GRADUATE. WHAT IS THIS. this weekend is dragonball + fast and furious, next weekend i'm in atlanta, next weekend is state quals + prom, then acen, then finals, then graduation. WUT IS GOIN AWN.
but whatevs. sazzy is coming after i graduate and i am SO. FREAKING. PUMPED. 8DDDDDDDDD
on a more serious note, lately i've been kinda depressed, actually. idk. the whole oshit i'm graduating in less than a month thing is starting to seep in, and, even though i'll be living at home the first year (ew) it's fucking TERRIFYING. idek. sometimes i find myself just like, hyperventaliating and about to cry or something. then, in psych, we've started talking about divorce and death and dying. today we seriously all just told stories about people we've lost and cried. we also talked about a kid at our school who committed suicide, and it was incredibly emotional. i didn't say a word during class, and ended up crying and regretting it when i got home. basically, a lot of things have risen to the surface that i've been trying to get away from, and i'm not sure if it's healthy or not.
umm on a more random/happyish? note, one of my friends has noticed that i'm down and has taken to making me laugh as much as possible every day in english. it's working. i keep bursting into random laughter just from remembering the things that he tells me.
um i feel like i had more to say ...
oh! i find out if i've been accepted for the scholarship to korea on friday. wish me luck??
that's all. time to end this epically long thing that nobody will probably read :'D but i'm around! yay! ♥