i swear to god, i make no fucking sense.

[xiahki]

leave it to me to be a frakking emo bucket after one of the most fun weekends evar. of course, idk where this came from but i just need to get it all out somewhere. if you don't want to read it, i really won't be offended. this is for my benefit, and i'll post a more appropriate entry afterwards.

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[miraki_hatake]

Come live with meeeeeeeee~ I know we like... just hung out for the first time ever this weekend, but you're like... the newest edition in my best friends. You can trust me with anything, and know that I will always be here for you if you need to talk, or someone to rant or bitch at, or whatever. I care about you, and I feel bad that you're emoing everywhere and that I'm so far away and can't help the alone go away

>.<

[faixkuro4ever]

This is Erin, xDD who at this point now just read this, >.< I have to say something that can be very good...maybe. Yay, I'm glad to have been a semi good dent in someones life. And I remember those conversations. TT-TT Those were very helpful, in alot of way

Re: >.<

[xiahki]

haha. well, as far as dents go, i'd say you were a really good one. too many good times. even with the fights and stuff ... i dunno. i guess it has to count for something, the fact that the two of us are still friends, right?

and i agree. those conversations really were helpful. ♥

i don't know. i've tried talking to her again before, but it always felt awkward or ended too awkwardly. it's still the jacob thing, and i hate that. it's just really, really hard for me to not feel weird about it. it's like i should be over it, but there's still something that makes it feel strange. >< but there were so many good times before he ever came along ... so maybe we could at least be friends. that would be better than the way it is now.

i can't help it. >< i just ... don't talk about things. you know that. xD until it gets like this, where it just explodes. so much emo xDDD i just hope it goes away soon~~

Re: >.<

[faixkuro4ever]

We are still friends...but sometimes were not...or when we fight it doesn't seem like it at all...

When it comes to Jacob, thats something you just have to accept, but when you talk to her you don't even have to mention Jacobs name. And you can still be friends. The strange part is that you two haven't seen each other in 3 years? 2? and she is still dating your ex. but if you think about it...it was kinda close with you and your recent friend. You still talk to her though. and you still hang out, with out even mentioning it.

You should talk about things more xDD there won't be so much emo-ness