Drabble? XD
Okay, for a while I have been thinking of writing a drabble. XD I know I'm a hopeless case and no one will ever come to read it, but it doesn't matter. Just trying my hand out at writing~:3 Uh...I've written some drabbles and one-shots before, but obviously, I won't post them. They will be sparks for my later ideas and crazy experiments.XD i just decided to write this because I remember my English teacher say that in writing, you should experiment. So yeah, here I am showing off my non-existent writing skills. XD
Title: Too Much
Chapter: 1/1
Type: Drabble, 1899 words.
Author: Hang
Rating: G(My 12 year old brain cannot comply with a higher rating. o.o)
Genre: Romance, Shounen-ai, Angst.
Pairing: Yoosu
Fandom: DBSK
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN THE BOYS. :]
Summary: Junsu loved him too much to call it quits...
Yoochun was selfish, cruel, unforgiving. Junsu would never forgive him for what he did. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to; he just simply can’t stand sharing his husband with another woman. He tried, he really did try. But it was just too much for him to forgive.
It was more of an insult to him than anything else. It made Junsu feel so useless, so weak, so helpless. Every night, after their love session, Yoochun would sneak off to go get the other woman. It simply wasn’t fair to him. And yet Junsu had let it go on for a year, always forgiving him one night after the next. But those nights were so lonely, so long. And every night it happened, Junsu felt as if he lost a little bit of his husband to that woman. It was as if he didn’t matter any more, that he was nothing more than a fuck toy.
He’d had enough of it. All those tears he had shed, all the pain he suffered, Yoochun will never be able to mend those scars. And so, he will call it quits. Their marriage was nothing more than an outside relationship, an act so everyone can see how loving they were, how close they were as a couple.
Being married for 3 years didn’t make it easier for Junsu to have a divorce with the man who had always been by his side, loved him, cared for him. But he had to do it. Yoochun left him with no choice.
Now, as he lay in bed, Junsu began to soak his pillow with his tears yet again. Yoochun had gone off to his nightly getaways, and Junsu once again was left with the cold emptiness of their bed. Not wanting to shed any more tears, Junsu wiped his tears and plugged on his earphones. He was going to forget everything, forget about everything that Yoochun ever did to him, forget everything that ever went on between them, through music.
Junsu had wanted to break off with Yoochun, but now he found it all the harder to as he listened to the song they had written together, ‘Never be Apart. Tears formed once again in his eyes, and Junsu felt them roll down his cheeks. He just couldn’t do it. He could never live without Yoochun.
No matter how much pain he caused, how much tears he had shed for him, he still loved Yoochun too much. If he let this love go, he would be left with nothing. He needed Yoochun. He blamed himself for being so weak, so useless, so helpless, but he had never thought of the consequences if he was to part from his husband. He…can never do it.
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HOMFG. I don't know what I'm thinking when I wrote this. 0.0 Poor Junsu. >__< I know it doesn't exactly fit with whom he really is, but hey, in writing ya gotta experiment right? XD I'm a total failure at life. XD I hope you enjoyed it though~ ^^
Title: Too Much
Chapter: 1/1
Type: Drabble, 1899 words.
Author: Hang
Rating: G(My 12 year old brain cannot comply with a higher rating. o.o)
Genre: Romance, Shounen-ai, Angst.
Pairing: Yoosu
Fandom: DBSK
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN THE BOYS. :]
Summary: Junsu loved him too much to call it quits...
Yoochun was selfish, cruel, unforgiving. Junsu would never forgive him for what he did. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to; he just simply can’t stand sharing his husband with another woman. He tried, he really did try. But it was just too much for him to forgive.
It was more of an insult to him than anything else. It made Junsu feel so useless, so weak, so helpless. Every night, after their love session, Yoochun would sneak off to go get the other woman. It simply wasn’t fair to him. And yet Junsu had let it go on for a year, always forgiving him one night after the next. But those nights were so lonely, so long. And every night it happened, Junsu felt as if he lost a little bit of his husband to that woman. It was as if he didn’t matter any more, that he was nothing more than a fuck toy.
He’d had enough of it. All those tears he had shed, all the pain he suffered, Yoochun will never be able to mend those scars. And so, he will call it quits. Their marriage was nothing more than an outside relationship, an act so everyone can see how loving they were, how close they were as a couple.
Being married for 3 years didn’t make it easier for Junsu to have a divorce with the man who had always been by his side, loved him, cared for him. But he had to do it. Yoochun left him with no choice.
Now, as he lay in bed, Junsu began to soak his pillow with his tears yet again. Yoochun had gone off to his nightly getaways, and Junsu once again was left with the cold emptiness of their bed. Not wanting to shed any more tears, Junsu wiped his tears and plugged on his earphones. He was going to forget everything, forget about everything that Yoochun ever did to him, forget everything that ever went on between them, through music.
Junsu had wanted to break off with Yoochun, but now he found it all the harder to as he listened to the song they had written together, ‘Never be Apart. Tears formed once again in his eyes, and Junsu felt them roll down his cheeks. He just couldn’t do it. He could never live without Yoochun.
No matter how much pain he caused, how much tears he had shed for him, he still loved Yoochun too much. If he let this love go, he would be left with nothing. He needed Yoochun. He blamed himself for being so weak, so useless, so helpless, but he had never thought of the consequences if he was to part from his husband. He…can never do it.
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HOMFG. I don't know what I'm thinking when I wrote this. 0.0 Poor Junsu. >__< I know it doesn't exactly fit with whom he really is, but hey, in writing ya gotta experiment right? XD I'm a total failure at life. XD I hope you enjoyed it though~ ^^