JUST noticed i havent updated or even been on lj in about a year ( Read more... )

so school ( Read more... )

i just got really freaked out
but now im okay.

this happens to me like everyday
its cuz i think about cor
and how i wanna see him
but then how hes accually not here.
but then i dont believe myself
then i do.

im so afraid of school.
for that one reason.

right now im reading the five people you meet in heave and UGH. its SO good. i cant take it ( Read more... )

i just bought new shoes. and thier so uber cute.
UGH SHOES MAKE ME HAPPY. my rooms a mess. my mom will probably say somehting like " you arent going anywhere till you clean it" an dill be like ha chyeah, n throw shit into random drawers. i dont like it. i feel messy.

♥ineedyouboy,comeback,imissyoutoomuch

blahhh

gym sucks..
he yells at me to do something, then i do & then hes liek omg dont do that
w t f?

haha. well im listenin to dane cook.

good stuff

miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu more everyday

this has become my favorite song. it reminds me so much of corey & it makes me so happy. its the foo fighters, best of you.. & on sunday all we did was yell the first part of it.. the part that goes " IVE GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION TO MAKE" but he was screaming " IVE GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION MY FRIEND." and he kept telling me those were the words & i ( Read more... )

so, went to chels alot these past few days, shes doing really well. better than me. i mean im not sure its fully hit her, it certainly hasnt really hit me yet. it feels like he just wasnt home but ill see him soon like tomarrow or the next day. i dunno. but i feel like i need to stop crying now. he doesnt want me to be this sad. all we ever did was ( Read more... )

wow.im so numb right now. & all im thinking about is how i was just with him. walkin around dicks sporting goods looking at everything & being completely retarded like we are. all these things are just rushing thorugh my head. this one thing is playing over & over & over. one random day i met chels at family pizza & he was working & when i walked ( Read more... )

so let me tell you, cape cod was really like the best trip.. ever. i had soooo much freakin fun.but now im back here, getting wrapped back into my normal crappy old self. so last saturday ross called me & told me hes moving that tuesday. hmm. okay so i was leaving for cape cod that sunday so guess what? i didnt get to see him, or say goodbye. and ( Read more... )