Longgg lost people :)
lol~ hi everyone~ sorry for disappearing all of a sudden~~ :3
like I've been soooo busy with my submission and like I'm at a peak now that I dont wanna fall out of my good grade(s) (well I've been slacking a lot for the other module LOL)
Yup, first to start off I've recover from the hated flu I had for the pass 3 days or 4.
not really fully recover but yesterday was terrible. D:
and of course :) it has been a week since new year started, 2011.
Have been talking to my boyfriend what I wanna do in the future, but it seems like I still can't decide it.
I'm not going to continue in my Design field anymore..
1stly, me and my boyfriend are in Design field.. if we are going to get married in the future, I dont think our work will support the family or even a child if there's no income...
2ndly, I totally lost interest in design. Like colors and drawing doesnt appeal me anymore. But if I need to go to an University, I need to continue in this course, which is what my parents wanted me to DO MOST.
So, 2011, it's gonna be such a complicated year for me.
Well let's talk about 2010 :)
Like 2010 :) be it in real life or online, I feel that I've made good friends :)
I can truthfully say that when I need to talk to someone, there's always someone there to listen to me, worry for me, care for me.
And I'd realized that the 2010 me is not like the same as before.
Which I'm kinda sad. ._. lol.
I wanna be close to people who I love now EVEN MORE~ :)
I wanna come to LJ and post like there's NO TOMORROW :D
and of course I wanna tumblr as much as I can :)
And come to think of it, I hate Facebook more and more. -_- for some reason.
So from now on, I will post as much as I can, probably if I did go out or something D: lol
at least a photo blog :)
like I love LJ a lot still :) I dont wanna leave here!!! XDD NO I'M NOT :)
so yup :) look out for xuan-chan's new upload or something :333333
And lastly my relationship,
my boyfriend is still slacking at home with his dearest Imac lol.
well I can say that times are not the same as what we are when we are studying together.
Now we are moving forward for our future like what we are going to be in the future.
To say, my boyfriend has been really patience with me and my mood/attitude now a days or for the past few months.
Like at first I really had this bad dream that everyone will just leave me and that includes him,
like I don't want something happen like that to me, and during that period of time, I just thought that I had depression or something.
Because I just don't feel like living anymore.
So one day in his house/room, I just broke down and like talk to him about it, about us.
And he said that he is sorry for not realizing all that. But of course he said that communication is the most important thing, and he apologized to me that since he is like resting now, waiting for his leg to recover, there's nothing to talk about except for games.
And like, I'm really happy that he is trying to understand why am I making all the fuss about everything, sometimes we will lose temper but it didnt take us long to apologize :)
AND OF COURSE :) I love him more and more now. :) HAHA :)
I hope he can get well soon (even though he doesn't want it but he still need to get well no matter what. :P)
So HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)
I'm gonna work hard for all this fucking modules since like it's only left with a month or so!!! :@
and of course I will try mail out the presents by monday!!! T_T
I'm sorry people T_T...
like to Chari-chan, Melka-chan, Nee-chan, Jiyuu-chan and Rinka-chan :)
thanks for being part of my life :DDDD
I'll mail the present soon I PROMISE T_T
haha :) Let's enjoy 2011 while it last XDDDDD hahaha :) tryyyyyy to enjoyyyyyyy lol
:)
like I've been soooo busy with my submission and like I'm at a peak now that I dont wanna fall out of my good grade(s) (well I've been slacking a lot for the other module LOL)
Yup, first to start off I've recover from the hated flu I had for the pass 3 days or 4.
not really fully recover but yesterday was terrible. D:
and of course :) it has been a week since new year started, 2011.
Have been talking to my boyfriend what I wanna do in the future, but it seems like I still can't decide it.
I'm not going to continue in my Design field anymore..
1stly, me and my boyfriend are in Design field.. if we are going to get married in the future, I dont think our work will support the family or even a child if there's no income...
2ndly, I totally lost interest in design. Like colors and drawing doesnt appeal me anymore. But if I need to go to an University, I need to continue in this course, which is what my parents wanted me to DO MOST.
So, 2011, it's gonna be such a complicated year for me.
Well let's talk about 2010 :)
Like 2010 :) be it in real life or online, I feel that I've made good friends :)
I can truthfully say that when I need to talk to someone, there's always someone there to listen to me, worry for me, care for me.
And I'd realized that the 2010 me is not like the same as before.
Which I'm kinda sad. ._. lol.
I wanna be close to people who I love now EVEN MORE~ :)
I wanna come to LJ and post like there's NO TOMORROW :D
and of course I wanna tumblr as much as I can :)
And come to think of it, I hate Facebook more and more. -_- for some reason.
So from now on, I will post as much as I can, probably if I did go out or something D: lol
at least a photo blog :)
like I love LJ a lot still :) I dont wanna leave here!!! XDD NO I'M NOT :)
so yup :) look out for xuan-chan's new upload or something :333333
And lastly my relationship,
my boyfriend is still slacking at home with his dearest Imac lol.
well I can say that times are not the same as what we are when we are studying together.
Now we are moving forward for our future like what we are going to be in the future.
To say, my boyfriend has been really patience with me and my mood/attitude now a days or for the past few months.
Like at first I really had this bad dream that everyone will just leave me and that includes him,
like I don't want something happen like that to me, and during that period of time, I just thought that I had depression or something.
Because I just don't feel like living anymore.
So one day in his house/room, I just broke down and like talk to him about it, about us.
And he said that he is sorry for not realizing all that. But of course he said that communication is the most important thing, and he apologized to me that since he is like resting now, waiting for his leg to recover, there's nothing to talk about except for games.
And like, I'm really happy that he is trying to understand why am I making all the fuss about everything, sometimes we will lose temper but it didnt take us long to apologize :)
AND OF COURSE :) I love him more and more now. :) HAHA :)
I hope he can get well soon (even though he doesn't want it but he still need to get well no matter what. :P)
So HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)
I'm gonna work hard for all this fucking modules since like it's only left with a month or so!!! :@
and of course I will try mail out the presents by monday!!! T_T
I'm sorry people T_T...
like to Chari-chan, Melka-chan, Nee-chan, Jiyuu-chan and Rinka-chan :)
thanks for being part of my life :DDDD
I'll mail the present soon I PROMISE T_T
haha :) Let's enjoy 2011 while it last XDDDDD hahaha :) tryyyyyy to enjoyyyyyyy lol
:)