So, craiglist is continuing to change mylife. I feel like i'm 14 again and I'm trying so hard to find contact with another queer person. Anyone. ..But, the ladies I've been talking to seem perfectly wonderful. I can't decide which one tickles my fancy more (being I've nver met them...oh god). It's fun being e-mail buddies and having something to ( Read more... )

Craigs list is changing my world up a little bit.

hahaha ...its all in good fun.

erika c/s  

I don't know what we are...close friends. That's what we say we are and I'm sticking to that story. Whatever it is, it feels nice. Comfortable. Just to have that physical affection with someone. So, my dearest native, thank you for that. ...I'm glad we're getting so close in the process. It's so odd, I feel so much closer to you now than I did last ( Read more... )

Tonight I saw one of the most disgusting displays of privilege ( Read more... )

So, Happy Singles Awareness Day...

Another year passes and my bitterness towards this holiday deepens still...

erika c/s  

So, I've felt a return back to my previous state of contentment. I'm fully immersing myself in my education, books make it impossible for me to truly be lonely ( Read more... )

I've been finding myself more and more lonely lately.

happy, but lonely.

i hope this isn't a revisit to my old ways.

i really hope not.

i'll suck it up, that i will. ...cause i'm one of the last people in the world who can understand true lonliness.

emos suck. ...so i will try my hardest not to be emo.

erika c/s

I'm beginning to think that I'm un-datable. That i'm simply a "Great friend" to everyone... completely desexualized ( Read more... )

Sometimes I like to re-live the heartbreak. I don't know why. Because maybe, I remember those moments of so much feeling, passion, beauty. understanding ( Read more... )

I have a confession ( Read more... )