Things are always changing and it can be frustrating. Just when you think you have things figured out things change. I wish that things would stay the same life would be predictable. I imagine however that I would become boring. I’m not sure if there is any point to this posting. But with things always changing brings hope of a brighter ( Read more... )

I know I’m not the only one who has wanted to run away from my life as it is. There is an alular (Sp?) of a new start in a new place where people don’t know you and don’t know what you have done. Or maybe you wish you could move back somewhere. In either case there are several things we should realize. First if we were to run away to a place ( Read more... )

I have found something that I need to change before I have any type of dating relationship. I have high expectations of how people should treat me and how I should treat them. What often happens thou is that I get angry and hurt with those who are close to me because they don’t meet those expectation. I know in my head that they didn’t mean to ( Read more... )

I came to the realization of something the other day. It is one of those truths that hit me like a wall of bricks. I am bought with a price my life is not my own. This for me is a very humbling truth because very recently I had been feeling sorry for myself. I have taken for granted the life I have with Christ and the price he paid for me I ( Read more... )

I have found one of the things that I will only do once. It watch the extended version of Lord of the Rings Return of the King. Not that is not a good movie but its just way to long. 5 hour worth of to much. You might ask me what else would I only do once. Well the only other thing is I will only marry once.

I want to clarify what I said the other day. I read the comments left by my loyal reads and realized that what I wrote and what I meant were not going together. A person should find his or her sufficiency in Christ alone. They should rely on God to provide all their needs. I know that we are created to be social with one another. What I was ( Read more... )

I have found it hard in the last several days to have my quite time with God as I normally do. I have found with this happens I can detected a difference in the way I act. I seem to become angry easier and more often. I wonder if everyone reacts in the same way I do. But today I am doing better because I have had my quite time with God.

I find it hard to understand to do things by yourself. I have found in my own life that it causes a lot of frustration and anger. I however know that I have gone through that faze if you will. I have found that there are many things that you cannot do without others. It goes back to how we were created. We were created to rely on God but even ( Read more... )

All be honest I am really having a hard time getting into the Word. I’m in the book of Ezekiel and quite frankly it’s boring because all it is is God passing judgment on the same people groups over and over again. I so long for it to be fresh and exciting to read the Bible again and to hear the voice of my father speak to me. But until that time ( Read more... )

I wanted to say hey. Not that anyone uses LJ anymore. I still check it from time to time to see if anyone has updated. I’ll be honest with you I am addicted to Myspace. But I feel a fondness to LJ. So I have decided to start updating from time to time. With stuff that I do not say on my Myspace. Not that there is much that I would not say on ( Read more... )