my journal is dead.

[xilovestephx]

i'm really sick. it's the day before shannons wedding. they are going to have to wheel me down the isle in a wheel chair. i'm not on such good terms with steve and dave, fuck it. angela is fucking dumb too. even my parents think what she did was ridiculous

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Umm yeah ok

[no_more_feeling]

Please tell me how I'm dumb. Seriously. Did I make fun of you? No. I told Steve and Dave what ROGER said to me. Did I say you did anything wrong? No. Dont start saying I'm dumb when I was telling Steve and Dave what ROGER said to me, because it made me mad. In NO way is that making fun of you or talking about you, it's talking about someone else, NOT you. So I don't know what the hell you're talking about. Don't start blaming shit on me because Steve and Dave were saying that shit to you. I didn't like them saying that stuff to you, I didn't tell them to say stuff to you, they did that on their own. . .PLUS I have a right to voice my opinion on what I think of the kid. It's not a problem to bitch if someone's angry. Whenever someones angry they bitch dont you think? I know when you're mad, you bitch. Do I say anything? No. I try to help you out, or solve the problem. It's called venting. And that's all I did was vent. I'm over the situation, because I don't hold grudges too well. Maybe you'll get over it, maybe you won't. But if you

Re: Umm yeah ok

[xilovestephx]

first of all what the hell are you talking about? dave didn't say one word to me. not one word at all. steves a fucking ass FUCKING HOLE for thinking that it's hilarious that nick got into in accident ,they hate him. I would be pretty fucking concerned if steve ever got into an accident, but now if he did, I'D JUST LAUGH AND TELL HIM HE COULD HAVE STEPPED ON THE BREAKS AND AVOIDED IT. real mature for 23. YEAH. anyway i don't know what your little secret crush on CARLEY is, but damn, you're like obsessed with her. I CAN'T HELP IT IF ROGER IS HOT AND HE HAS THE RIGHT TO THINK CARLEY IS AVERAGE LOOKING, SHE IS. I don't even like dave anymore 'like that' at all and i'll still say it.everyone is entitled to their own opinion, don't YOU think? And I think it's hilarious how you waited for me to leave the room to tell them that too. yeah, and you were right that "break" is MUCH needed. I shouldn't have assumed you steve and dave were real friends, in doing that I=DUMB, my parents were right, THEY ALWAYS ARE

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[no_more_feeling]

Crush on Carley. . . hah, no. That's Dave, theyre going out. I've known Steve for 2 1/2 yrs, he's one of my best friends. I thought you knew that. . . so how does that make me dumb? So now your 'rents think I'm dumb? Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, yes. In saying that, your parents can think what they want, and that's not a problem. But saying theyre always right. . . I dont know. Not to sound rude and no offence, but not everythings right in this world, and hun, you know that. Opinions are what people think of things or how they analyze them and thats how people fight. . . like us

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[xilovestephx]

i dunno, thats kind of an odd way of showing affection, not talking to,seeing,hanging out with your girlfriend or boyfriend EVER. I was with nathan just about every day of that 3 years, that was a relationship. in my opinion dave and carley don't have any relationship. not even a friendship, i mean jesus. i couldn't care less anymore anyway though, i've totally moved on out of that phase and i'm on some one, or some oneS other than him lol. and yeah maybe you shouldn't let guys use you, you're fucking yourself over in the long run.and yeah i'm glad everythings over with steve and dave, now i can get back to normal and concentrate more on real life rather than fucking around with them all the time. ps: instead of running your mouth off to them about every word i say in here you might as well print it cause i know you