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sooo. hmm i havent updated in a while hahahahhhhhhhhhhhh
havent had really too much time. but um welll, well,, haha nothing
good has happened. i went to cheering yayy. hahah siike.
nationals in georgia is in a monthhh wooo.
nationals in providence is feb. 3rd and fourth
um VA is um march 2&3

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i talked to him. im happy now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

last night i totally regret everything i did.

after i got off here. i went into my room & i couldnt stop thinking about michael, i couldnt stop crying & all i could think that he was hurting me again &  i tryed going to bed. but i couldnt i kept thinking of him, last night i thought taking tons of pills would take away the pain, but i learned at 4 ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why he loves me = ) hehehe


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today i had to work ughh. but i made $200 its all good. i think i may be going to get my permit AGAINN haha on thursday  i have a half day then soo

but yeah i wrote a letter to michael here it is:

Hey babbey,
 i miss you alot. only five days till i can talk to you again. i hope you call me. its been rough but i have managed to get through all this. i ( Read more... )

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hm so last night i cryed myself to sleep because all i could think about is what i was told by that person about what mike was doing to me. i just wish he would cal me instead of calling megan. i feel like a fool like honestly if it is true how could i of trusted him again. im so scared i dont want to get hurt again ( Read more... )