this weekend was a blast. i was with emotron all weekend long. but half the time i was just thinking about SOMEONE. they know who they are. Kyle got to an Encore. it was great. we all were invited back for christmas eve. i hope we come up with something big to do. hopefully ill get to go. wel school starts again. and i dont want to go . but i have ( Read more... )

these things suck for me sometimes. the girl that i wrote about last time makes me so happy. but still she has this other boy. and shes says shes gonan do something. but i dont know. it just sucks lately. im so lonely. i have no one to really open up and talk about certain things to anymore. and i think alot of people know that i need someone ( Read more... )

yeah its true. ive fallen for someone who isnt melanie. awsome huh. but other than stupid people. life is okay i geuss. I really want to be with this girl. but i dont know if i can say her name yet. cause i still dont know if it will work out. I go with emotron this weekend. that means i will be with kyle ALL weekend. i think its gonna be alot of ( Read more... )

well life so far is getting better. well im in love with someone again, and im changing everyday. Schools ok i geuss. i have some good classes and some bad but ill get over it. Im also in marching band this year. yeah its my first but im enjoying it. we had our third game last night and it went really really good. Im trying to get people together ( Read more... )

man its been kinda a long time since i updated this. ive been real busy lately actully. been helping emotron out. setting up equipment and stuff like that. every one needs to check emotron out. everyone also needs to check out this band called " and then there were none" they are the book band they are really really good. i like amber alot. she ( Read more... )

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it hurts when stuff like this happens. alot. o well. it always happens like this. my birthday is coming up.15 days i cant really wait. the big 17 years old. yippee.

the one person i dont want to hate me, hates me. fuck life. fuck all of this.

maybe those things i last said, were o so true. but should i say something.......?
please tell me. or atleast talk to me about it. just tell me that it will be ok. dont hate me for this either. i beg of you. dont get mad, dont yell at me, dont hit me. just tell me. please

listen kiddo, theres so much you dont understand thats wrong with me.i know i dont show it, i know i might not seem like i mean it anymore, but you, were the best thing thats happen to me.theres so much i need to tell you, but everytime i get the chance, i joke up and bail out.just you sitting there in front of me again, is great. but i think no ( Read more... )