Choose the highest bidder, lost my answer, when they told me I was up for sale

[ximnotsleepingx]

PLEASE if anything in the world don't let me stress myself sick before next weekend.

My shoulders are REALLY sore. I might have agree with Garth's theory that my body has gotten so used to me NOT sleeping that staying in one position for so long now that I am sleeping....makes me sore. How stupid is this?

Guilt. Pour on the guilt. LORD I never

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[on_fire_again]

Shoot, what happened w/ Fata/ Launchpad/ etc?

And I do the same thing with dreams. It sucks.
AND the same thing with movies. Very often, I'll think of the plot of a movie as a story someone has told me. And then they'll recognize the movie and be like, "Dude. That was _____." And I end up feeling like an idiot.

I had to listen to that Jelly Jars song by Red Sails... right?

[ximnotsleepingx]

FUCK ME. I had to cancel that Lorene Drive show, and everything exploded. I never got a contract until the day I told them it was canceled, their agent bitched me out about it and I asked Luis for help, and she dragged him into it, saying all these absurd things, and somehow even though I never signed or GOT the stupid fucking contract, ended up having to pay out the full guarantee, and have probably THOROUGHLY pissed off both Joe and Luis. She threatened to send out an email to all the agencies telling them not to work with us etc. All because I am an IDIOT. *sigh* it's been making me sick.

Yeah, empty jelly jars. everything sucks.

[on_fire_again]

Holy shit.

[ximnotsleepingx]

well...at least I'm not fired.