Ahh it's opening nite tonite! So nervous. I kno it's gonna be awesome tho so its all good. And Gary's coming to see me! My baby, on opening nite! God i havn't seen since Sat! I miss him sooooo much! Ahh opening nite... god i couldn't even sleep late cuz i'm nervous. but i kno itz gonna b good cuz we worked so hard on it. Wooo so excited and nervous

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Ok, i think they should outlaw horns on cars. What good are they?!? They just annoy people. And you think people would have enough decency to get the fuck outta their cars, off their lazy asses and walk to the door of whoever they are trying to get out of the house. But nooo, we got people at 7 am honking their horn, on a sunday. And not stopping ( Read more... )

I'm begining to think i'm not good at anything any more. Idk, i just dont have the push to do certain things. and i'm still trying to figure out how to do my monolouge for Chicago... and its 2 days away. I havn't recorded in forever... i've recorded one song and it was pretty good. but everything else i write sux... i'm losing it. and its driving ( Read more... )

Well last nite was awesome... Gary picked me up before to go mini golfing. Well we got there, and it was a wicked long line to go there. So we decided to go to the driving range right next to it. That was sooo much fun. I've never done a driving range before... i only hit like to 75 or 100... lol not far at all. but it was fun. And we kissed under ( Read more... )

Woo, well yesterday was better than the day before! Ok well first i had to take my spanish final, bombed that, and then i took my english final... easiest thing ever. Then my mom picked me and gary up, cuz gary came ova yesterday. Wow... best time i've ever had. First he showed my dad some skills on the guitar, and then we finished watchin the Fast ( Read more... )

Oh man, i have to say, the best half a day EVER! So yeah did my bio exam... it was kinda hard. i didnt like it. But then, i had no second exam so i met up with gary and we chilled and i just cleaned out my locker. And then we went uptown. it was sooo nice. just me and him. umm i'll just say best time ever, and leave it up to your imagination. and i ( Read more... )

well today was boring and hot. except for when i saw gary, it was hot, but not boring... if ya catch my drift ;P lol... just kidding, we just kissed... but oh man, i really do love his kisses. they are sooo... Amazing! well lets see... took my math final, easy. took my history final... easy. So i think i passed both. so i'm happy. then i came home ( Read more... )

Gary, if you're reading this: you are my heart and soul, and without you i would die. You mean so much to me. Thank you for coming into my life. You have made me happier than i've ever been. Thank you again ( Read more... )

I can definitely tell that i have changed this year, and anyone that says i havn't, hasn't known me long enough. I'm very proud of myself. I'm happy in the skin i'm in. I think i've grown up and matured. I am completely different from when i came into highschool, and since freshman year. Freshmen year, for those of you who didnt know me, i was very ( Read more... )