Oh livejournal i feel like i have forsaken you.

tis been a busy and fun last few days.

7 days straight with ben. thats totally crazy. and we arent even fighting. ccrraazzzyyy.

lalalaaa... ahh i gotta go to work
bye.

Things are going good ( Read more... )

10 Firsts ( Read more... )

Thats it... im going to type it and once i do it will be done and over with. Im finally going to truly admit it. i know i'll regret it once i type it/and or admit it but i have to. its controlling me and i need to type it out so that i'll feel better even though in the end it will make me pissed off at myself that i finally let it take complete ( Read more... )

awww. the wedding went very good. I did end up having a little to drink.. ok.. a lot to drink. haha. it was fun though. heh. Ben didnt drink so he kept a good eye out for me around my parents and other family members. heh. im feeling like a girllllll. i do want to get married. i do. i do. Siiiigh. Why am i acting like this? hah ( Read more... )

My uncles wedding is tomorrow- this excites me some how. Its going to be crazy though because its outside and its supposed to be very cold. ehh oh well ( Read more... )

lalaa, off work at penneys again, how awesome is this ( Read more... )

Had a fun weekend indeed ( Read more... )

life is getting boring, old and hard... as it should.

Tonight i went out to eat with justyn, robbie, julie, zach, andrea and candra at applebees. i miss all of them. aww. we had fun though.

..when will life seem more fulfilling?

im happy ( Read more... )