I miss the girl I was a year ago. Something has truely changed and I keep estranging myself farther and farther away from the former me. And all I want to do is capture it again, lock me up in a vessle that is stronger than me and stay in that safe environment forever. Anyways, Luna has departed from Los Angeles. I'm taking an amazing photography ( Read more... )

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it's a cheap hotel, the heat pipes hiss, the bathroom's down the hall, and it smells like piss. it's another night in another town and i'm another blues traveler headed down. falling out of love is a dangerous thing, with its slippery slopes and its weighted wings, with its birds of prey circling overhead casting vulture shadows on barren beds. let ( Read more... )

here i go again..saying my i love you's. who am i fooling? me or him?

the days kept coming as she sipped time into her day. her life went by routine, everything started and paralyzed at certain times. she would wake up, dress herself enough times to be compared as the dolls her father gave her when she was younger, and yet she was never happy with the result. those dolls fucking haunted her, they would stare at her ( Read more... )

fucking writers block. i cant write. everything i try to put down, sounds like complete shit. i have no talent.

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id never ever imagine saying i enjoyed my time in nashville with my father, but i have immensly. everything is just so much easier and laid back here. i impress here, i feel aknowledged, i feel i have a purpose here.. and yet at home, im just another person who looks like me, makes the same grades, reads the same books, smokes the same cigarettes. ( Read more... )

hmm well summer has been pretty amazing. ive been reading, painting, exploring, laughing, and getting many adrenaline rushes. im currently visiting my father in nashville: last time before christmas, and ive met a few people and learned the scene. back in la im missing a lot but i know ill have a full year of all those people ahead of me. i am ( Read more... )

tomorrow starts "look-good-in-jeans" diet. or the "cokehead/model-legs" diet. which im not sure what is involved, but i have 50 days to lose my thighs ( Read more... )