wow 2 days in a row and i updated. look @ that. im on a roll ( Read more... )

mmkay well i haven't updated in a few weeks i guess but oh well. i havent been worried about this. but yeah i have a lot on my mind and everything is happening to fast. first of all bill moved and is in jackson now so yeah pretty far. :/ when i turn 16 it should be okay cause then i can drive. but he has a car now so i hope we hang out on saturday ( Read more... )

so yeah im just sitting here talking to olivia. i can tall her pretty much everything. lol shes pretty sweet. but yeah i think i came to conclusion i am in denial about everything. like when someone tells me something and i dont want it to be like that i never think thats the reason. i miss him so much and i just want everything to be back to ( Read more... )

my thing aint letting me view my journal!
can anyone help me pleaseeee?

yeah i tried catching up on this thing but i guess i just got wayyyy to far behind. im going to try and be better with it this time. lol maybe, maybe not! lately everything is just going up and down. some days are really good and then some are really bad. my moms friend who had cancer for like 7 years passed away on January 21st, 2006. i was there ( Read more... )

didnt want to get up this morning at all. i was tired like all day in school. so yeah i went to school and blahhh came home and passed out like i do everyday that i dont work. watched funniest home videos at 7 because that is thee best show in the world. but now im going to bed soon. soo goodnight.

i woke up really early today. went to this hockey thing with veronica. seen a bunch of people i new. i went to my brothers house after because lindsay was having a candle party for my mom. then after i went to the haunted forest with sam macfarland =) i about pissed my pants goin through that with her. she was scared out of her damn pants. lmfao it ( Read more... )

got up and went bowling. babysat after for my moms friend hope. about fell asleep over there when the kid was taking a nap. then came home and went to bed because i was so tired. now i am just sitting here. boreeeeddd. im going to go talk on the phone though the probably go to bed around midnight. goodnight

after school lauren came home with me. and we just chilled here. we are waiting for my brother to come and pick us up then we are going to get sam and go to his house for the night. i get to see his new puppy =) i am soo excited. but yeah hes here so i gotta go.. goodnight<333!

YAY its almost friday. had school this morning. it was a half day tho. went out after with sam lauren and veronica to pizza hut. that was a blast. then came back 2 my house and chilled out and just layed in my bed and talked. i had work at 3 until 9. like every other tuesday and thursday. got paid today. and now im pretty much bored. so excited ( Read more... )