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So after last night, after doing some thinking and observing, I've come to the conclusion that I've lost pretty much everyone I ever cared for deeply enough to the point that if I ever lost them all, I'd just be giving up. All I feel anymore is depression, self-pity, guilt, and self-loathing and everyone has just gone their own way- not that I can ( Read more... )

( Quizzes )

Mom says she's wants to talk tonight.

I say fuck that.

I'm going running. Later.

So how bout, I get my braces off in 20 days. ^______^!

Man, I neglect this thing out the butt. =P ( Read more... )

( Steal my quizzes. )

One of my best friends was just forced to moved to Georgia. No notice. Just was taken back this morning ( Read more... )

( Valid Psyche Test )

Today brought me down a whooole lot.

I fit into size 3 jeans nows. Hurray for me.

And I've decided, I don't care if I go inpatient. I'm not getting any better right now. I have no want to, no need to, even if I have seen x-rays that show my heart and liver have shrunk over the past few months. My heart has lost 8% of its mass in the past two ( Read more... )