I haven't posted here in almost three years and this blog is now about 14 years old. What! I posted in it pretty religiously for the first seven years, between the ages of about 13-19, and then it tapered off as I began college. Spotty posting continued for the next five years, but it's been pretty much radio silence for a long time now. Not that ( Read more... )

I began this livejournal in August of 2003, at which time I was barely thirteen years old ( Read more... )

i hate you so much justin ( Read more... )

It's strange to think about how far we've come after I last wrote in this.
I'm tired of doing Hamlet, so I'll do this instead, on another Adderall-fueled catharsis.

Jail & break-ups aside, we're in a pretty good place. I'm happy here, even if we aren't living like kings anymore and are forced to count pennies. But that's okay, because in another few ( Read more... )

I just wrote what I thought to be to be a pretty profound and moving entry. Something that essentially served to bring me inspiration in the future, and basically inspired me in the process. Something that I could never recreate, as it was passionate, whimsical, and in the moment. And it just got deleted becasue while I can write several paragraphs ( Read more... )

I am staying up all night with Justin ( Read more... )

So lately, I've been really happy and really content with everything. JT and I had one of those extremely intense deep conversations and sorted out a lot of our issues, and it was really great, and then we hit a little bump, but that turned out for the best too. I can't NOT be scared, my fears are justified, though a little unfair. But as far as we ( Read more... )

getting close to paying off the bills.
EMU is still looming over me, and i hope everything works out with OCC.
at least the cars are holding up.
i'm content.

everything with me and justin happened sososososo fast ( Read more... )

My 19th birthday is just 23 days away.
I've been writing in this since 10 days after my 13th birthday.

I'm literally on the home stretch of my teenage years. Holy. Shit.