today, well today is a bad, let alone a pretty bad week, it might not even have been that bad, but today makes its bad, i dont even know why today is bad, i almost feel like all the feelings ive been holding back are comming out. I feel like im breaking down. Just alot of crying right now, i just want to see kindra, or jordi or someone that will ( Read more... )

i started writing for my new band, were called a mothers prayer, we record monday, tuesday, and wednesday night, so im pretty stoked.I was really sick today, it sucked and im still sick and that sucks. I talked to alan and mike, man i miss those dudes so much. Me and alan had a conversation on how some of our freinds like to take their lifes for ( Read more... )

There's an angel by your hospital bed desparate to hear his name on your breath ( Read more... )

i try hard everyday, to not act like it bugs me, but it does, ive been going to work without food or sleep for three days now, i dont know if ill ever be ok, i dont know if i can live without my mom. my mother to me is like every peice of love and feeling i have, anything good about me is my mother, any loving feeling ive touched another person ( Read more... )

i will take care of you, have faith in when you call my name ill be there ( Read more... )

i honestly dont give a fuck if i wake up tommrow morning ( Read more... )

Im 23 and for once in my life i actually feel like i know what im gonna do with it. In january im gonna go into entertainment law and stay in music business as much as i can.I also wanna start a booking agency, im working close with chad hopefully in the next few months, chad being the ends booking agent ( Read more... )

thats right im still alive, and i just got back from tour with the end, it was awesome, anything that was stressing me out actually went away, im happy and now i can just take care of my moms, i miss everyone back home alot, it sucks ( Read more... )

so to anyone i have on msn or aim, its fucked for some reason and not letting me talk to all my contacts, so if you talk to me and i dont answer, its cause i cant for some fucked up reason, ATTN: johnny fry, i called your house last week no one answered so we went over and no one answerd the phone again,i wanted a goodbye hug ( Read more... )

Can I save your life ( Read more... )