so lizard fair was alright last night.... The only people i really liked was pretty Ricky and they were not on nearly long enough! However i almost touched aron Carter .... he isnt that cute up close though Kell and Ambrosia thought he was but eh... I didnt think so.lol. We ended up sneaking down and sat kinda close to the stage lol it was a fun ( Read more... )

So 9 days now and Im out..... I cannot wait ( Read more... )

Surgery was today... It wasnt bad at all. I kinda freaked when i realized i was getting put all the way under I didnt think that was necessary. However it wasnt that bad. I feel fine now minus being real tired but at least I dont have to worry about it ne more. Just some regular checkups and i should be all good!! I went shopping the other day with ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

I kinda stopped writing in her for a while but now it is my only way to help me feel better about things... I have so much on my mind that at any moment I may just break down. I still dont think everything has hit me yet but next friday I have surgery or whatever my mom has a conference call with them tomorrow so im not sure what all is goin on ( Read more... )

ThInGs AlWaYs GeT wOrSe BeFoRe ThEy GeT bEtTeR ( Read more... )

For Those of you who got my house .... I have one thing to say to you ! I am NOT pregnant ........ The reason I was at the doctors is because they found Cancer in my uterous so yah know i hope you all feel like shit because this is one of the hardest things ive EVer had to deal with and that didnt make it ne easier so Thanx ..... Now you know why I ( Read more... )

Last night was Brieannas graduation party... the last one thats sad. I have little over a month untill im out of st.chux... I dunno if thats good or bad ne more its going to be sad leaving . And im so dreading the pack I have so much crap lol courtney were going to have to help each other pack so we dont bring all the same stuff. I wounder when ( Read more... )

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The ( Read more... )

Well ive been kinda busy lately and its only going to get worse because i have what 40 hours this week which really sux!!! But things are going good right now ... All i have to say is that im a very Happy Girl right now... thanx to you !!!! But i just want to know what happened to all my girls we all need to have a movie night or go to zabros for ( Read more... )