im at hotel updateing lol

[xjessedeversx]

im at this pay thing at a hotel in ohio so can update its pretty cool. so far i miss kandace terribly. i went to the waterpark today its all indoor it was fun. i hope i dont gotta go my dads house wed. oh well whatever. im kinda hungry i thinki im gonna go to fridays and eat a salad or something.

KANDACE I LOVE YOU BABY! XOXO

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I Love My Jesse

[anonymous]

Hi honey. How are you? I know you won't read this until you get home from Ohio, but I had a little extra time and I wanted to leave you a little comment. I hope you're having fun, whatever you are doing, wherever you are. I like it when you don't think you are gonna have fun doing something, and you dread it like crazy, but you end up having a blast. So far, you tell me you are having a good time on your trip and that really makes me happy. Because even though you miss me, and I miss you more than you know, you are being an "upper" and I am proud of you for it. I know we had a crazy day yesterday, I just want you to know that I am incredibly sorry for my (mistakes) or whatever you want to call them. I messed up, big time. And I hope that it doesn't change the way you feel about me, because I don't know what I would do. I did some things yesterday that I never thought I would do. I made some wrong choices and that's usually not how I am. I'm just sorry baby. And I know sorry doesn't make it any better, but I hope it helps a little. You

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[xjessedeversx]

hey beautiful its ok everyone messes up sumtimes. im not upset about it anymore cause its over and u promised me it wouldent happen again. it dosent change the way i feel about you and nothing ever will. i missed u soo much while i was gone. i hope we do something really soon cause we havent had any time together out of school in sooo long. i miss holding you for hours, laying in bed and haveing those conversations that make me the happiest person in the world. i just miss you sooo much. i hope i can see you tomorow. if my mom dosent let me stay with adam im gona be sooo upset. i cant wait to give you youre b-day present.=D i hope u like it. well babe i gtg i love you with all of my heart! XOX