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[xjessticlex]

I hate this time of the year

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[mocharemix]

I honestly think most of my holiday spirit perished the moment I discovered santa was my mother.

There just hasn't been any true joy or magic.

[xjessticlex]

Joy? Magic? WHAT'S THIS THAT YOU SPEAK OF?!?!??!

[mocharemix]

I'm not sure anymore.

[xjessticlex]

I'll be your present if you'll be mine :(

[razoronce]

The fact that your teddy bear and towel were with him at those times shows how much he cared for you. Even though he isn;t here in a physical sense with you he'll always be in your heart. In March it will 2 years since my grandpa has passed and I think about him all the time. <3

[xjessticlex]

I want that towel put in my casket when I die.

[phatsin8]

Jess, sweetie, I am so sorry:( I know how hard the holidays can be and I have some similar stuff going on with my family. Just know that you are a strong person and that the ability to look outside yourself and understand what is really going on is such a great quality in itself. Christmas is there, hon, it's what you make of it. I think about my grandma who has passed away a lot during the holidays...I think about how much she used to enjoy Christmas and being with the family. No one can take our happy memories away from us and I'm holding on to those until I have my own family and I will be able to make Christmas special for them. Anyway, this is getting long winded and I know that it's all stuff you already know, so I'll stop. ***hugs*** Merry Christmas, angel<3333333

[xjessticlex]

Awww-that was really thoughtful. Thanks a lot <33

[lagwagonmonkey]

this is probably the most i've learned about you since i've known you. thanks for sharing your heart and feelings. i understand why you feel as you do. i hope you keep your papaw close to your heart for the rest of your life. don't let the memories fade away. you're a special girl, jess....you feel life and it's ups and downs with a brave passion. i wish you all the best next year and pray that your heart is filled with happiness to balance out some of the pain.
<3

[xjessticlex]

I would never forget my Grandpa. I remember more and more about him everyday.

Brave passion? You're so mistaken. :(

[randomangel]

I feel that way about my Dad. It seems the more my family dwindles every year the less holidays mean. <3 It is good you hold those memories close, loved ones are never truly gone as long as we remember them and keep them in our hearts. Merry Christmas Jess <3.

[xjessticlex]

That's exactly how it is. My other Grandpa started getting really sick a few years back and just died this year. No one even tries to get together just to be with one another. =\

[anonymous]

Hey jess... I didnt know u had a LJ... I havent known you for very long but you are cool as hell! I hate the holidays too cuz all i do is remember all the bad things that go down. But the only good thing i can think of is in 6 days it'll be a new year, and we can be totally new people if we wanna be and fuck what everyone else knows about ya.. By the way.. u should come into town more...

[xjessticlex]

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Who...are you?!