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[xjessx]

what do you do when you feel like you need help, professional emotional help.. and you have no health insurance. Is there anything out there for people in my situation? I honestly feel like giving up, Im so tired of fighting and putting up with his BS and pretending Im ok when Im not. No one understands me or what Im going through. I wish I could

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[mrcarparts]

Do you have a University near by? Sometimes they have mental health counsoling.. most county goverments provide some sort of free cousoling also... **hugs**

[xjessx]

Nope... I sort of live in the middle of nowhere now. Im going to try and fnd something online.

I was thinking about you when I saw the news yesterday... I heard somewhere out near you theres a nuclear waste site thats leaking into a river and they said in a matter of years it would be dangerous to live nearby. Is that near you? I think they said the columbia river.

[mrcarparts]

Yep... The Columbia river runs east - west on the north side of the city where I work.. the other "dirty" river runs north-south into the Columbia... and is 4 blocks west of were I am right now... (the willamette)

Hope you find some help!!

[muffinlegs]

the hospital I had andrew at had several links to free post partum depression counseling numbers to call. look around. ask a doctor. tell your husband to start working, hahaha.

[xjessx]

Thanks for the ideas. I filled out a few applications for Chris I really hope one of them works out. Its so hard to motivate him when I feel like crap, you know? Plus it can be really intimidating when your job hunting. Here I go again making excuses for him! Bah!

[muffinlegs]

maybe you could work, did you ever think of that?

[xjessx]

Yes, definately. I miss my job at wakemed sooo much! I miss my friends there and the money... the thing is... I dont want to put Riley in daycare. How do you feel about having Andrew in daycare? Have you had any problems? Im scared someone else will get to experience her "firsts" you know? I guess that's silly. Maybe when she gets a little bigger my dad could watch her while I work but I dont think he would be able to handle it right now.