i've got direction. in life. kind of. almost.

but i've also got heart ache and loss and a shit ton of straight up CONFUSSION.

but thank god for direction.

kind of.

almost.

I'm not exactly sure where to begin.

I have the most unwanted ache inside of me. My body pushes and pulls in some of the most unwanted, and yet sooo wanted, directions. It always has. I dont quite understand it. You have never given me anything, no reason, no hope, to be the way I am around you or feel the way I feel. Nothing more than a side long ( Read more... )

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i was just reading my friends page ( Read more... )

i am completely lost. i dont know what is happening. im under attack from.. everything. im so impressionable. literally, i feel like everything thats happening around me is leaving little dents in my body. I'm 18 now, dent, i dont drink or smoke and hardly party, dent. im trying really hard to loose weight, dent. my car keeps being a dick, dent. i ( Read more... )

She fell into something she was never, and would never, be ready to fall out of. Currents of promises that would eventually be broken, pulled her under, farther and farther. Eventually, she realized she was out of air. But the weights of her own world were strapped to the bottoms of her feet, rather than resting on her shoulders- providing a much ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

i was just sitting on my couch rapped up in a blanket, and i felt a familiar feeling of suffocation. my heart clenched and pulled and squeezed and silently thrusted itself against my sternum and rib cage trying to escape like a convict ( Read more... )

for a few minutes it was earths axis. everything moving so fast around it, and making it appear as the only solid real form. thats how it felt. every single thing the world could offer was linked by a vain to this heart, object, center of the world. waves of emotion crashed against it. heat and tension built up. new ROCKS formed. new ideas ( Read more... )

no. i havent even started writing chapter 4 yet. ive had like.. zero time. and i wouldnt be surprised if it didnt pop up til the weekend of my birthday. im trying to have as much fun as possible this vacation ( Read more... )