today was fun. santi and i went to ther merrimack film festival. we prayed for the pope at an empty church. then we called people and told them to come outside the chapel because they were having a CCD retreat. we also went into the merrimack student center and sat there. next we walked back to Santi's house and heard people having sex in dorms. ( Read more... )

I'm sick today, ugh. Well that and I didn't do all my homework. I talked to Amy too much last night. AMY WTF?! Amy gets her tounsils out today so everyone wish her good luck and stuff. Lacrosse started and I fucking love it. We did like 45 min of hitting drills on the first day and I fucking love hitting drills heh. I think the coach likes me ( Read more... )

Girls. I talk to girls. I talk to a lot of girls. I'm almost contradicting myself because I never had a stable relationship. Casualy hooking up makes people depressed. I wish I could find a girl I connected enough with. I need to shut the fuck up and get a girlfriend. Whining about it sucks.

Yeah I'm on vacation now! LAst couple weeks have been alright. I won some award in basketball but I ditched award ceremonies. I started Kung Fu and its awesome but tough. I think I'm going to Cali next week. Last night I hung out with Kiely, Lydia, and Lauren. It was sick. Alright bye.

So I don't have vacation. What the fuck? Basketball is almost over. I have one more game this friday and thats it for Pingree. It was a pretty good season for Pingree though. Today I stayed home sick and went to the doctors. I don't have rapid strep but I might have something. I just eat ice cream and stuff. Today was relaxing. I always ditch

This weekend was fun. Tomass and I hung out Friday and Saturday and went to Liberty Tree and nerded and it was great. We won in Y ball today. I have so much homework from playing hooky thursday and skipping A and C on Friday to play basketball. I really don't want to do the homework. I wish I had a lot of my own personal money. I haven't made out ( Read more... )

Oh people, I don't know. Should I even attempt relationships? Everyone has had all these serious and long relationships. I defentiely made a mistake somewhere along the line. There was defentiely someone I needed to get to know or someone I needed to stay with. God this fucking sucks. It feels worse than breaking up. Show after show, party after ( Read more... )

The past couple of weeks have been okay. Nothing has been too great or amazing until tonight. Elena is the fucking greatest and her and I are going to taste of chaos! Wooo! I think I found a valentine. The past 3 Pingree games I've got 10 or more points, which is good. I think I'm going to bed though, I'm way too tired to blog. Later.

Midterms where weird because well, they where midterms. I got to get lots of sleep, but I failed my English and Science midterms haha. I'm going to be really mad at Dev for fucking ever. I've always forgiven people but this time I'm pissed off beyond belief. How come the thinnest string ALWAYS breaks if you have a strat? Its so so lame, this is ( Read more... )

Today I went back to school. I miss vacation very much. I hope if I fail all my midterms I can get kicked out since my parents won't let me leave Pingree. I'm so confused in all relationships as a whole. I just can't make a right decision, since the right decision merely doesn't exist. Alice and I started talking again, and I made her smile she ( Read more... )