So here is how my weekend looks as of right now:

Friday night: Watch Sebastian's show, I'm not sure about after that...
Saturday night: probably Ryan Ross' party thing.
Sunday: Don't know.

I want to hang out with this girl this weekend, so hopefully that will happen too. I'll probably see her tonight.

I once again feel like something is missing from my life. I am so lucky. I have amazing friends, a great family. But I still feel empty. I know I shouldn't, but I do. It feels like life is passing me by. It feels like I am just floating through life, and that nothing really matters to me. I don't know how to explain it. It really sucks though. I ( Read more... )

Alright. I'm sick of being alone now. Anyone (girls) want to go on a date? I'm completely serious.

Battle for The Creepy Pad part two was yesterday, and once again, Team Weed Lost ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for someone to come fix everything that has been destroyed. I wish she would come a little faster, or make herself obvious. This needs to end now, it really does.

Life has been pretty good lately.

Got a couple bands lined up, we will see if either of them actually work out.

School still sucks, but what can you do?

These past few days have been really good days. xDODGEBALLx beatdown. Today's events:

-Battle For the Creepy Pad, part 2. (today)

-Most massive game of xDODGEBALLx of all time. (tonight)

Let me know if you want to play dodgeball, fuckers.

I don't need her.

I know she is all I have been writing about lately. But that's what I happening in my mind, and in my life as of late ( Read more... )

God, If you can hear me out alright, please take these feelings for her inside.

School fucking blows. And I'm kind of sick of thinking about you know who. I want to hate her, I really do. Those who truely know me, know that I am a generally happy person. I may bitch about stuff, but I am happy. I want the old Joe back, and I don't know how to get him back. I am sick of being angry, I am sick of being frustrated.