great night.

Lets put a smile on that face of yours.

I miss the tv show daria, maybe its still on but I havent watched it in forever. I dont know what im doing. I feel like I am drifting away from my friends, I have been in el segundo the past couple of days and Havent been able to hang out with anyone and its a bummer. I feel like after enough time passes being in pedro I wont have friends anymore, ( Read more... )

they come at night, when our minds are racing. paralyzed in fear we can do nothing but watch. I see you now as you are coming towards me, I let go of my fears and except your embrace. Cold as ice, your eyes are mirrors, I see myself drowning in tears. They come at night, I stop breathing, I scream so loud but my lips dont move. This weight so large ( Read more... )

with our backs to the sand we wait for one last wave, floating atop the tears of angels gathered over time. The sun has set but the rays linger illuminating orange skys. we come here to remember what life used to feel like.

its been forever since i did one of those, Sometimes you just have to let it out I guess. Nothing new to report right now. I got the day off so hopefully just work out, hang out and get some food or something. Should be some waves coming in next week. Work is going ok, been trying to save up lately. Christmas is around the corner, I am not excited ( Read more... )

Last week was kind of hectic. Last thursday went to area with mike and granty, Pretty nuts. Way to much alcohol on the limo bus up among other things, either way good times. Friday went to opera with mike, granty and the jeremy's... Those dudes party way to fucking hard, needless to say im going to lay off hollywood for a bit. Recorved saturday and ( Read more... )

So far this trip has been amazing! Beau, lato, Davis, Blake ad myself have been keeping busy seeing the sights. Tomorrow is Hiking, and monday we are renting a car and going to some sweet cliff jump's and waterfalls. fuck yea! see you soon america.

I leave tonight, I dont want to come home. Things are pretty fucked at the moment. Every step I take brings me lower. Miss me when I come home, Smile for me if I dont.

Welp bodyboarder12345@yahoo.com is dead. I dont know how but I somehow fucked it so i cant get my password, I have tried doing the get a new one thingy and im guessing I put fake info in the beginning because everything I put on there should be right but it still wont work. Fuck. I have alot of stuff in there that was really important to me. I ( Read more... )

I wish we could live in make believe. When i go to sleep I see you in my dreams. Your standing there holding out your hand, Each second is an hour i wish would never end. I wake up and realize your gone and realize what i have known all along.Happyness only exist in dreams, In time I'll fade like a memory. in time I'll sink to the bottom of the sea ( Read more... )