i have had an idea for something to write mounting up in my mind for about a year now. when i finally decided to put it to paper it had better be good or else there goes a year of subcontious spare time thought. that's probably why i haven't written it yet. i don't think it would be worth all my thought in the end ( Read more... )

Incubus: Echo ( Read more... )

dangit.

time to go to work all day long.
again.

i think i'm going to change my availibility today so that i can have at least one day off a week.
it's driving me crazy.

i hope you all have been having a fun weekend thus far.
come by and see me, so that mine looks up a little bit too.
<3

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to be or not to be, that is the questions ( Read more... )

my entire life is changing. I am only about two and a half monthes out untill I'll be finished with highschool. The last two monthes have been really hard. Me and brisa broke up and it took untill now for me to kind of be at peace with the fact that it's the right thing to do because we weren't on the same level spiritually, and in the places we ( Read more... )

I just need to trust God. I keep working in the emotions and physical stuff. It's hard to not when stuff doesn't make sense, but the thing is, none of this makes sense to anybody. crap takes time. it all sucks, but the thing is if i lean on God, and put my trust in Him, then exactly what He wants to happen, will happen ( Read more... )

night number 2 of balling my eyes out. and i have to be at work in 15 minutes.
great.

i have been crying for the last half an hour or so.
this stuff is all nothing new, so why does it have to still hurt so so badly?
it was beautiful today. i didn't appreciate it to it's fullest.

i was a rebel with out a cause today ( Read more... )